Vic is a married man now

Sigh ... am I a really bad mommy and a bad Internet friend after all?
Well, I want to begin this post with apologizing to Vic. Sorry, my mood was pretty bad that day, and you chose to debate with me that time, so it's all your fault, not mine haha ...

Actually I didn't plan to really ignoring you for 3 months ... I am not really angry at you for not remembering my birthday ok. It is just that all in a sudden I lost 'interest' in chatting with you after you excusing me of not remembering your birthday.

Ok, chatting with you last few days for a while, really makes me feel bad. I felt bad becuz what the hell that makes me treated you so badly at that time. And Tay said something that makes me tickle. One day, I chatted with him, and he told me about you marrying Mary. And he knows you and I are in some sort of arguement, and he said it is the marriage curse ... haha ... a curse which makes women no longer has interest in you, so you can stay loyal to your wife? Hmmm ... maybe the curse is real and it exists ...

March is approaching, and I ... and I still not sure whether I still have the mood to chat with you that time ... All the while, I prefer to chat with you instead of Tay. But lately, I found out that Tay is more mature than you in some way. Well, you know, last time, I got a secondary classmate told me that I am the kind of girl who likes to tackle other girls' men. So I guess, I might need more time to have our old feelings back, and more time for me to forgive you, and of cuz some time to gain interest in you again .. haha

Sorry, Victor, but I feel like we are like some sort of stranger now, I dunno why, I just have this feeling. I know I misled you in some thing .. but I didn't mean that ok

Astro on demand .. love it

I know I know ... I change my thought very often ... but it has many advantages when living together with my sis and her bf. One of the things sure is Astro!
Being the HK dramas fans, my sis and her bf are chasing for the latest and updated series all the time. Previously we downloaded from the Internet and watch them using PC. But things changed, with the Astro On Demand, paying extra RM40 per month, we can watch the latest drama just almost the same time with Hong Kong .. that is so cool.

My HK's friend told me he is going to watch EU at 9.15pm, and I told him I can watch it at 9.30pm, just 15minutes late. Cool. Now you can imagine what time we sleep everynight, with all the moods in chasing the series episodes after episodes. Series after series. My mom is coming out tonight, and yeehaa ... I can continue watching the "珠光宝气" with her until episode 82. Then we will move on to EU. One thing I can guarantee is ... my mom won't have her buttock lifted even a single second from the cushion anymore hahaha

Bye bye to my leaves

Ok ok I know that we are in global economy crisis now, and I should be lucky enough that I am still employed. I somehow find it funny that makes me can't stop laughing at myself. Well, just a few months back, I talked about how I dislike my job and pressure working there and wanted to resign so badly and only waiting for my borne to be completed. And my 2 years borne completed yesterday, but here am I hoping that my company won't sack me now ... Hello, this is not the usual me ... This proof that we change with the time, or its only me?

There is not much to write about my company and how we handle the crisis thing, as I do not want to drag so much of this in my blog. It is just that we received another email from my HR dept, telling us that my company will be shutting down every Monday in the month of Feb and March, deducting our leaves, and for those who doesn't have leave left, it will be unpaid leave then. Well, I took a look at my Jan pay slip, I got 12.83days left, which means after minus the 6days, I will have about 7days left.

We shutdown for 4days during Christmas, 1day for workcell based shutdown and another 3days during Chinese New Year. And before we could breathe again, there is another 6days of shutdown. Total is 14days in 4 months. I don't know what will happen next and hope that everything will be ok soon.

I won't be buying car now for sure. I went to bank to bank in the car deposit that I prepared earlier, keeping the $$ in FD now, and what shocks me is ... the FD interest has gone down to 2.5% ... WTF ... sigh ... this economy crisis is killing me slowly ... money is not enough ok ... so stop doing things that will 'burn' my money please ... I need to save money... Hello PTPTN, I will pay you back later ok?

Moving House ... again -_-

Tomorrow I am moving house again, and this will the last time for now. It is really tired, and when I think of tomorrow, I can't help feeling lazy, totally doesn't have the excitement to move at all. Well, thanks to UUM and my ex-housemates.

I am going to move in to the new house bought my by my sister and her boyfriend. He proposed to her and they are going to marry. When? No idea. Just know that I will the the brightest bulb ever in the house then ... haha

Is this a good thing or not? Well, for some reasons, moving in with them will be the best way for me to save $$? Or waste more $$? No idea too. But one thing for sure, I will definitely lose my freedom starting from tomorrow... bye bye to my freedom ...

Hao Ren Nan Zuo ... sigh ~~

Being a kepoh girl, I can't help myself but keeping on being kepoh. Well, I learnt my lesson yesterday and shit ... really a full bucket of shit ...

I have one cousin sister who is still single, and already 29. So I planned to intro her to my colleague who is also available. That guy is nice, just short and a bit plump haha .. One day, I saw her on MSN, so I asked her whether she is interested to know a guy or not. She asked me, "Why you want to intro to me?" I said, "Well, cuz you are still single." The next time I know, she went offline straight. Fine, I got her message, loud and clear. I met her last week, we didn't mentioned about this topic, and we didn't chat much. I didn't suspect anything unusual in her .. until yesterday, my mom phoned me.

My mom said my auntie called her up, telling her about my intention to intro a guy to her daughter, my cousin sister. I admitted it. My mom gave a big response to this. Raising up her voice a little, she told me about 'hints' she heard from my auntie, such as "Why intro the guy to my daughter when your daughter is also single, is it that guy is not nice, that's why ur daughter doesn't want him" .. "ppl who looks down on us will eventually get bad ending in return, such as blah blah blah."

Shit, I am just trying to be nice to intro a guy to her, she told her mom and her mom thinks bad about me and phoned my mom and let her listen to her 'words' ... shit ...
Well, I guess I will feel one kind if I got to see them during CNY ... better don't go to their house with full stomach haha

Lesson learnt: Got boy, sendiri kau enough, no need to be nice to intro to others if I can't swallow him. Learn to coil him up like an anaconda, smash all his bones, and he is mine. Let her regret later for this.... wahahaha

RIP Sasha & Shaggy

I am scared of dogs, but on the other hand, I love cute dogs. Quite a contradict huh. But hey, it's me. Since I was young I learned something " you won't get hurt if you do not put the feeling into it." Well, it works very well.

When I was young, I wasn't afraid of dogs. But I guess I started to get scare of them after I got the allergy when playing with my neighbour's dog. When I was still studying in UUM, my sister's boyfriend bought a dog for her, as her birthday gift. I am not so sure of its breed, but Sasha is some kind of smaller Doberman. I was on semester break, so I got a chance to see her, playing with her. I am scare of her, but I still like to tickle her and had her licked my finger. On the 3rd day, she fell sick, and died after a few days. Of cuz all of us cried for her, and I was really really sad. She was so cute. Sabrina didn't understand why I like Sasha but I dislike Shaggy.

Shaggy is Sabrina's pet dog. He is a golden retriever which likes to get close and following people around. Shaggy is huge. Every time I went over to my uncle's house, he will run towards me and preparing to jump on me. This scares me a lot. But he just want to play with us, and love others to caress him. I like him a lot, but it just that I never let others know. Last month, he started to get sick, and he passed away on christmas eve.

I just dunno what to say. Yeah, I did cry, but not as sad as when Sasha passed away. Maybe I just heard the news and never saw for myself. I was cruel to Sasha. My sis and I bought Sasha to the nearest veterinary, and when we knew that she couldn't make it, we listened to him, and just leave her there, and he wrapped her with newspaper. Now I do understand why some people will treat their pets as their babies, when they die, they gave him proper funeral. Unlike me. This is the reason why I do not like pet. I can't bear the responsibilities well enough, and I am not willing to have someone I care alot die earlier than me. This feeling is suck

No more StarWalk for me ... sigh

Another 10days, there will be this StarWalk 2008 held in PISA. I am one of the contestants .. I really thought I am ... but with the stupid bomb shell from my HR .... I won't be joining this event anymore.

Well, on one particular day, while having lunch with my colleagues,we talked about StarWalk, and my HR is asking those who are interested to join this to submit the form to them, and my company will sponsor 150ppl on first come first serve basis. So we filled up the form and pass to HR. After the deadline, we heard nothing back from HR. So we are in.

We started to discuss on when to start practising, and for those who know me well enough, you will know that I walk more than I run hahaha. Back in 2 years, I walked from Jubilee to LeapFrog, the distance is about 5km, in an hour. So with this StarWalk, which requires contestants to walk 10km within 2 hours, it is as easy as ABC to me.

But 2days ago, HR sent an email, listing down those who representing Jabil to join this event, and BOM... my name is not in the list, so do my friends. This is totally unacceptable. So we phoned and dropped email to the HR girl, and the reply we got is "sorry, your name exceed the first come first serve 170ppl, so you are not eligible for this" WTF ... how can HR being so irresponsibile? Ok, I know I am not among the 170ppl, so what? So does it mean that I am not eligible to join this event although I am willing to pay RM12 myself? This stupid HR girl just dropped our forms without even notifying us. If by the time when we submit the form, we had been informed that we need to pay for ourselves instead of joining free, we still can accept it. But with this stupid HR, and I know, with all the pressure and unhappy stuff at work, I was mad at this and sent a simple email to this girl, but I got no reply from her after 5pm. So I dropped her another email, and CCing to her manager. All I want is an explanation, I am sure that there are others who didn't get the chance to join as well, but they just didn't voice it out. Let me be the hero in here. How can HR being so irresponsible? This is common sense that they need to notify us up front before the deadline that we are not selected, and if we still want to join, we need to fork out $$. Is this so hard?

So, today, we received an email from them, apologizing for this, and in the email, they specificly mentioned that 5 of HR guys drew up and let us have their seats, and it is non-competition, which mean that if we completed the 10km walk, there will be no cert and not eligible for lucky draw. I lost my mood in here now, and do not think of joining this again this year. I rejected the offer of course. The girl screwed up and she drags along 4 other HR guys. And the thing that I hate the most is, she not even apologize. It is her senior who replying my email. Haha, with me escalating her, I guess she will remember me forever ...

But I feel very sad that I am not able to join this this year. She let me feel high and the next moment pull me back to the ground. Fuck her.