Friday, January 16, 2009

Moving House ... again -_-

Tomorrow I am moving house again, and this will the last time for now. It is really tired, and when I think of tomorrow, I can't help feeling lazy, totally doesn't have the excitement to move at all. Well, thanks to UUM and my ex-housemates.

I am going to move in to the new house bought my by my sister and her boyfriend. He proposed to her and they are going to marry. When? No idea. Just know that I will the the brightest bulb ever in the house then ... haha

Is this a good thing or not? Well, for some reasons, moving in with them will be the best way for me to save $$? Or waste more $$? No idea too. But one thing for sure, I will definitely lose my freedom starting from tomorrow... bye bye to my freedom ...

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Hao Ren Nan Zuo ... sigh ~~

Being a kepoh girl, I can't help myself but keeping on being kepoh. Well, I learnt my lesson yesterday and shit ... really a full bucket of shit ...

I have one cousin sister who is still single, and already 29. So I planned to intro her to my colleague who is also available. That guy is nice, just short and a bit plump haha .. One day, I saw her on MSN, so I asked her whether she is interested to know a guy or not. She asked me, "Why you want to intro to me?" I said, "Well, cuz you are still single." The next time I know, she went offline straight. Fine, I got her message, loud and clear. I met her last week, we didn't mentioned about this topic, and we didn't chat much. I didn't suspect anything unusual in her .. until yesterday, my mom phoned me.

My mom said my auntie called her up, telling her about my intention to intro a guy to her daughter, my cousin sister. I admitted it. My mom gave a big response to this. Raising up her voice a little, she told me about 'hints' she heard from my auntie, such as "Why intro the guy to my daughter when your daughter is also single, is it that guy is not nice, that's why ur daughter doesn't want him" .. "ppl who looks down on us will eventually get bad ending in return, such as blah blah blah."

Shit, I am just trying to be nice to intro a guy to her, she told her mom and her mom thinks bad about me and phoned my mom and let her listen to her 'words' ... shit ...
Well, I guess I will feel one kind if I got to see them during CNY ... better don't go to their house with full stomach haha

Lesson learnt: Got boy, sendiri kau enough, no need to be nice to intro to others if I can't swallow him. Learn to coil him up like an anaconda, smash all his bones, and he is mine. Let her regret later for this.... wahahaha

Monday, January 5, 2009

RIP Sasha & Shaggy

I am scared of dogs, but on the other hand, I love cute dogs. Quite a contradict huh. But hey, it's me. Since I was young I learned something " you won't get hurt if you do not put the feeling into it." Well, it works very well.

When I was young, I wasn't afraid of dogs. But I guess I started to get scare of them after I got the allergy when playing with my neighbour's dog. When I was still studying in UUM, my sister's boyfriend bought a dog for her, as her birthday gift. I am not so sure of its breed, but Sasha is some kind of smaller Doberman. I was on semester break, so I got a chance to see her, playing with her. I am scare of her, but I still like to tickle her and had her licked my finger. On the 3rd day, she fell sick, and died after a few days. Of cuz all of us cried for her, and I was really really sad. She was so cute. Sabrina didn't understand why I like Sasha but I dislike Shaggy.

Shaggy is Sabrina's pet dog. He is a golden retriever which likes to get close and following people around. Shaggy is huge. Every time I went over to my uncle's house, he will run towards me and preparing to jump on me. This scares me a lot. But he just want to play with us, and love others to caress him. I like him a lot, but it just that I never let others know. Last month, he started to get sick, and he passed away on christmas eve.

I just dunno what to say. Yeah, I did cry, but not as sad as when Sasha passed away. Maybe I just heard the news and never saw for myself. I was cruel to Sasha. My sis and I bought Sasha to the nearest veterinary, and when we knew that she couldn't make it, we listened to him, and just leave her there, and he wrapped her with newspaper. Now I do understand why some people will treat their pets as their babies, when they die, they gave him proper funeral. Unlike me. This is the reason why I do not like pet. I can't bear the responsibilities well enough, and I am not willing to have someone I care alot die earlier than me. This feeling is suck