Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Good or Bad?

Well .. for no reason ... I want to write this, maybe in the first place, this is an online diary to me... haha, but somehow telling others about the existing of my blog, and getting only 1 or 2 or 3 supporters to visit this, but it is a good thing though, cuz I never furnish my phrase and lots of rough words to express my feeling. Nah, if my superior knew the existence of my blog, then I guess I need to delete some of my previous posts already .. haha ...

With the current economy ... my company is shutting down on every Monday for 2months. Rumours say that there will be shutdown in April too. An email regarding this is going to be send out .. very very soon. Well, maybe I will get it in my inbox tomorrow morning. Yeah, I know I must feel sad about this, but I don't know why .. I feel happy instead of feeling sad. I enjoy working 4days per week although life is hell when I go back to work on every Tuesday.
Is this good or bad?

Why? Cuz of GunBound of course. I just can't stop playing GB. Meeting with lots of new ppl, new friends, playing games, chatting with them, saying rude words to harsh players and etc ... I just can't stop playing. Thanks to my dear friend, EngHong again for this ... One thing for sure is, my time is allocated for games, seldom login to MSN now, just got a complaint from my friend, as I use to chat with him every night, ad now he seldom see me online. Miss me, he said ... I also miss chatting with him too actually ... but once I was in GB, it is very hard to stop and login to MSN .. But I will try tonight, as I promised him I will go to MSN to chat with him later.
Is this good or bad?

I feel that I am getting lazy and lazier ... and really don't feel like working in my company now. I just feel like typing my resignation letter now ... but I know I can't. I need to cling to this job until economy becomes stables ... I need to have a job, I can't just sit and wait for money to fall from the sky ... ok ok .. I will go to buy lottery .. RM 3 to get 1 million in return .. this kind of gambling .. I love it lolz ..

Who says it is wrong for me to dream? Haha ...

Friday, March 6, 2009

GunBound .. I am back!!!

Let me begin this entry this saying 'thanks' to TEH. "Hey TEH in reading, thanks alot".

I have to admit that GunBound brings many memories to me. Happy and sad moments, friends and enemies, brothers and sisters and of cuz some real nice friends.

Quited GB years ago due to some reasons. I won't say the reasons as the reasons are not important now. What is past already past, and I am looking into the future now. I don't know how long I will stay playing GB, but I am happy now, as I met some new friends.

Met up with Teh and WC last weekends, and this stupid fellow told me about the enhancement of GB, made me downloaded it and play again. At first, I was impressed of my new rank, but felt boring cuz nobody to play with and need to learn up the skills. Moreover, wanted to play with Teh, but he chose his friends instead of me. And luckily I bumped into Massa, a 17 y.o. boy from KL. In the end got myself a new brother of cuz, and what unexpected is, he is a Swedish studying in Malaysia. Wow ... a foreigner ... again ...

Special thanks to Osos who never fail to forget CarinaSing, although I never put much attention to you 3 years ago, as I was attracted by others.

The most I am concerned is .. why Malaysians and Singaporeans don't like me .. but foreigners like Egypt, Philippines dying to be my brothers? But, I met with someone studying in UUM!!! This is the most unexpected. He is from Penang, studying in UUM, taking IT course, and stay in Laluan B, College Perwaja. WOW !!! This is like 0.01% possibilities. Haha...

For this past few days, I played GB every night after back from work, sacrifice my sleeping hour for GB, like last time lol ... But I am feeling tired now, cuz from this week onwards, I will be very busy at work. Tomorrow need to go to work again. sigh ... can't complain so much ... got work to do is better than no work to do .. what is happening now .. why this re-session is so bad ... when only we can back to normal?

Well maybe Teh is right about me being another person in GB, implying the characteristic of CarinaSing who is nice all the time, and of course cute and pro. But in real life, I hope that I am CarinaSing too, a girl who is nice and has lots of friends from all over the world.