Credit stolen ???

Well someone in office has been stealing credits that belong to me.

It all begins with NPI, where our customers keep on updating their BOM, and in the same team, we have no choice but we have to keep on doing the same job again and again in order to make sure that what we have is the latest and the accurate data. With her being the first person, she has to do her job, then I only would be able to do my portion, whereby I am dependent on her, you can say that. This week itself, our boss has been asking us to re-do twice, and when he is asking us to re-do that for the 3rd time, she is not doing that, but stupid me went to downloaded one BOM and dang, I noticed that my BOM has 30K lines items while the one she did 24hours ago only have 200lines items. I told her about this, and pointing out the fact that she needs to re-do all the scrubbing again and she needs to talk to our boss to give us more time. But in her email, she told our boss that "I found that the BOMs are different today". WTF ... not you ok, it is me, I kepoh and check for you and you took the credit yourself?

So yesterday, this girl stole a credit belongs to me, and shit is today she steals another one from me! Yesterday she passed me a scrubbed BOM where the orderability is turned off at here, which means that we do not need to purchase, but she still wasting her time to scrub. She scrubbed the wrong BOM and passed to me! Never mind, so I go to scrub the correct BOM on behalf of her, and I found out that there are some mistakes. After back home, I downloaded the same BOM again but in different org, scrubbed it and make some comparisons, and bingo, I found out that 1part is missed out between the 2BOMs. So, today I wrote her an email about this, and asking her to check, as this is her responsibilities. She supposed to be the one to catch the mistake, not me, but since I caught it, I notified her. And guess what, she sent the email to customer and CCing our CS, where our CS is blind, and she CCing our big boss, praising her of catching the error, instead of me? So this girl, she got both the credits, while I get nothing? Not even a thank you from her? Maybe she thinks that I do not know that she got praised by someone, cuz I am not in the email loop? Hah, you are so wrong girl, I accidentally went to find the CS and she showed me the email.

Am I pissed off? YES I AM. I am doing all the hard work in correcting all your mistakes in the BOM scrubbed although I am already busy with my shortages, and this is what I get in return? Why I went home scrubbing BOM every night although this is not something under my care? Scrubbing BOM and making sure that the BOM scrubbed is correct is EC Coordinator's responsibility. Moreover, what piss me off the most is the kaizen thing. Who is the one simplified the BOM scrubbing method? It is me, but why your superior asking you to submit a kaizen under both of our names? You got 50% of the credits, ok that is not big deal, since you are doing the documentation on the kaizen as I have no time to do that. But what make me angry is that, you went and told your superior that the outcome of my method is incorrect? Shit you, and thank god that I proved it to you that my method is correct, with no errors found but your method got tons of mistakes haha. And the funny thing is, you believe in yourself, and you never used the method that I taught you to scrub BOM. Well, if you are wasting 1hour to scrub a BOM where I only use less than 15min, then it is your fault if you can't finished scrubbing the all the BOMs. Don't come to me with the excuse that you are unable to pull the BOM from website, while I can pulled them out?

Enough is enough, when you are taking everything from me, what for I am still helping you in here? Everyone is asking me to help you, but helping you is not equal to you stealing all the credits that supposed to belong to me. I do not hunger for praises as I have a lot, but I rather not getting them at the first place, if the credits will eventually go to you. Do you think it is fair? Don't you feel shy that you are taking the achievement of others' hard work?

Labour Day? What a joke

Can't you all just leave me alone? Do you think it is fun to wake up in the wee hour just to do office work and then continue sleeping? Can't you all stop calling me early morning every weekends, asking me to do other buyers' job? Just call them instead of calling me. What the hell are you guys thinking in here?

Before blaming you guys, I think I need to blame myself first. Pepsi a pepsi, what are you thinking in here? Why do you turn off your hp before go to bed every weekdays but not weekends? You know that they sure will call you but why you still leave your hp on? Wait a sec, do you think that I can turn off my hp? I can't be uncontactable. There must be a buyer out there that they can reach out to. Well, serves you right in here, you can't blame nobody but yourself.

Sigh ... what am I getting myself into now? What the hell that makes you leaving AMD in the first place and giving up IT? Why you chose her instead of Dell? Why you chose 1week in heaven instead of forever in heaven? Why you are so stupid? Why am I so stupid? Why why why ..... I wish I can turn back time. I will choose accounting instead of IT then. You like maths so much but why you put accounting as your second choice? Why you didn't study hard in Form 6? You will have a different future by then.

There is no point of regretting now. Just you have to move on, and when there's a will, there's be a way. Another 11months go to .... tik tok tik tok .... I will say bb to you then .. hahaha

No more interested

Time really changed me ... I am not the same person now. Although I really wanna continue this .. but whenever I tried, I just feel that I don't have the mood to continue. Conflict between my mind and my action? Well maybe. Or can I just say that I can change my mind within 1 sec? But I know the real reason behind why I lost interest in it. It is purely because there is no spike, and I feel bored. You know, Sagittarrians love adventure, and how you expect me to be in still mode most of the time? I like to talk fast, walk fast, eat fast and straight to the point, and somehow dramatic and too much expressions just kill my mood ...