2 weeks ago, a friend of mine told me that he has been to hospital and taking pills. Upon asking, he said he need to undergo some sort of surgery, well might be a few of them. He told me the date and time of his operation, but decline to elaborate further on what kind of surgery it is, and what he is facing.
Well, I respect him and could do nothing except feel sad for him, and wish him good luck. But I am so curious. What he is facing? "It is a long walk" ... what kind of illness that you are facing? You have been acting like it is not a big deal. You joke, you laugh as always, which scares me. Are you trying to act happy in front of your family and friends? Or you feel that I am not a good friend of you and you just can't share that with me? Well, the fact is, even if you tell me, I can do nothing for you except feel sad. Maybe this is why you choose to keep quiet and suffer yourself.
You said that you will tell me oneday perhaps. I pray for you to be well again, and you will tell me that you won the battle.
God bless you, Garry
Monday, October 19, 2009
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Time flies ... or I am getting lazier?
I haven't visited any blog of TEH, WC and Lavender and of cuz my own blog for almost 2months now? It really weird ... cuz I thought that I only updated my blog few weeks back with the super long post? haha ... Anyway ... I am back tonight ..
TEH, sorry that I didnt read ur posts and i just read it few days back ... haha .. You almost lost your most faithful reader lolz ...
I just login to write something in here ... anything I mean, as I do not have any idea what to write in here. Just the urge to at least write something, or else ppl might think that I went to sell salted egg haha. Guess that I am so obsessed with Facebook that I don't have time for anything else ...
Well .. I will remember to come back visiting my page more often and to brat about anything. Blog is another medium used for showing off. If not, what for I am asking my friends to read my blog? Lol ...
TEH, sorry that I didnt read ur posts and i just read it few days back ... haha .. You almost lost your most faithful reader lolz ...
I just login to write something in here ... anything I mean, as I do not have any idea what to write in here. Just the urge to at least write something, or else ppl might think that I went to sell salted egg haha. Guess that I am so obsessed with Facebook that I don't have time for anything else ...
Well .. I will remember to come back visiting my page more often and to brat about anything. Blog is another medium used for showing off. If not, what for I am asking my friends to read my blog? Lol ...
Saturday, August 15, 2009
"Weekry" or "Monthry" ?
This blog is supposed to be my online diary ... but recently I feel lazy and don't have the mood to update this blog ... well, thanks to Facebook. It keeps me busy with all the addictive games and the urge to beat my friends' scores.
Well ... I will make a quick update in here, where it will be more to weekry for now ...
I downgraded my internet package from unlimited to RM44 package. My latest Internet bill stated RM 494, whereby my sis and I only went back once in the month of June, and once in the month of July. Impossible for us to use up to 1k hours ... Phoned the stupid customer service, throwing them alot of questions and I got stupid answers in return ... well .. I guess this won't be a quick update, as .. while I am typing .. this piss me off again ... so I will write in details instead of summarizing it out ... TEH ... guess I can't blame you for writing a long entry now lolz
Ahem, ahem ... I will start from calling the CS. Dialing the number and press the 1, 2 or 3 already pissed me off. It says press 1 for xxx, 2 for billing issues, 3 for xx blah blah blah... then I pressed 2. It keeps on repeating the same sentence instead of link me to the correct party. I pressed 2 non stop then it only can function... *sweat* .. Then a Malay guy was on the line, he asked me basic things like my hp #, name, user ID. I told him my problem, he said something like this, do you forget to turn on your modem? I told him, no. He definitely can't understand the meaning of no as he kept on saying if I forgot to disconnect the modem or doesn't disconnect properly, the bill will keep on running. Ok.. Maybe I was really pissed off... I know I am... I asked him back "let me ask you something, if I didn't even plug in the plug to the power outlet, can the modem be turn on? Don't the modem will get disconnected automatically by then?" This guy keeps on telling me about how much is my usage, when I used, for how many hours. Please la .. I can check that from the Streamyx homepage too, don't need you to tell me. Then he told me, "If you think that someone been stealing your password, you have to log a police report, then you take the report go to the nearest TM Point and we will log a case and investigate" Shit. Then I said "Why I have to make police report first before you guys can carry on with the investigation? Don't this phone call is enough for log a case with TM Net? Why still need to wait for police report? While I am working on the police report, can't you guys just go to check first, what is the IP address of the guy who is logging in during this period of time? I am sure the connection point is not coming from my home. If you can see that, then it means someone else is using my ID and password" Debate continues, where he said I don't want to listen to him, and he can't talk to me. Where I don't want to talk to him and wanted to talk to his supervisor. Where he paused for a few times, seeking advice from someone I guess before coming back to me. Then he told me to change my password, log a police report and only go back to them. I told him I will change the password, but I need their help to log a case now, and hold my account, as I only be able to go back to SP to make police report on Sun. By the way... that day was Wed when I made the call .. He can't comply to me, and in the midst of arguing, the line got disconnected. He hanged up on me!!!! Fine... since I have already changed the password, I didn't call back as that time was still working hour.
I called them back after 5pm that day. This time an Indian guy answered my call. Same thing with the need to press 2 for several times. He started all over again with my basic information. OK, 2nd time in telling that. This time my intention is to obtain the case ID # that the 1st guy logged. I need the # as my sis's bf knows someone in there that can speed up the checking process. I told him, I just phoned hours ago, and now I am calling back as I need the case ID#. Just checked for my hp# or my User ID and get me the case #, that's it. Well, he gave me the #, and he added "in the case report stated that, we require you to go to police station to make the report before we can carry on the investigation. In order to keep your line activated, you would have to pay for the $$, or at least half of the $$, so that we will be able to carry on the investigation." WTF. "No, I won't pay for a single cent for the time that I am not using" "Investigation normally takes around 1 t0 3 months. If we proved that someone is stealing your line, or the line doesn’t disconnect properly, we will rebate you back." "Why can't you just carry on with the investigation first. If you can prove that I am the one who is using the net, I will only pay back the $$ to you." This is only call fair. Please la .. If I paid all the $$ then they sure won't rebate me back ... This is common sense ... then of course the debate continues again... until he hanged up on me again!!! ...
2nd time the guys hang up my phone? What should I do? Of course I called them back. This time is a girl. Ok, I am smart this time by paying attention to her name. Her name is Yani. I told her I was on the line with an Indian guy just now, before he hangs up on me. She said, can you give me your particular again? I told her my name, my hp#, and I just blurted this out "This is the 3rd time I am calling up, you guys hang up me twice, and this is the 3rd time I am repeating all my particulars. Don't you dare to hang up my call again. My case # is xxxx. Just go and dig this case out. I don't want to repeat all the shit again." Ok... I am mean, so what. She got the case ID, and like the previous guys, she told me I need to pay the bill in order to have the line from being suspended. I told her my stand point ... and of course another round of debating... and guess what... the line got disconnected again... I am sure that this is not my phone problem, as sometimes I have concall with my suppliers for hours and the line very got disconnected.
For the 4th time, I called them again. This time is another girl called Latifah. "I was on the line with Yani just now, patch me back to her, she hanged up my call just now" "I am sorry but I am unable to transfer the line" "Then get her to me" "There are so many people in this department, I don't know which one you want" OK ... so there are too many people in that department, and the phone can't be transferred and it got disconnected always? What a nice TM service. She tried to ask me to talk to her, asking for my details again. "This is the 4th time I am calling back. Don’t hang up on me again" She continues with the stupid same questions throw by her colleagues to me just now, but this girl is smarter than the others. She asked me "Why you only want to make police report on Sunday, not today? You can go to make police report now, and we can carry on the investigation ASAP then" "Repeating the same thing like I am working in Penang, the internet line is in SP, and the bill is in SP, not with me. Do you think police will entertain me if I go to make police report now, empty handed? Without the bill with me?" Finally someone got what I am trying to express in here. Then moved on to $$ issue. "No, you would have to pay the $$ or at least half the $$ in order to keep the line activated, so that we are able to carry on the investigation. Investigation will normally take around 1 - 3 months, within this period you are unable to use the internet as we will suspend it, we have already suspend it when we log the case just now. But you would still pay for the monthly charges RM44" ... I wanted to say WTF so much "Ok you mean I cant use the internet for 3months but I still would need to pay RM 132, and later if you cant proof that I am not the one who is using, I would still have to pay RM 494. No I won't pay a single cent" "can't you listen to me? I said 1 - 3 months, but normally will take around 1 month" "1 - 3 months means the worst case scenario is 3 months. I can't use the access but I still need to pay for the time you carry on investigation? I want to talk to your supervisor, I won't pay for a single cent" after a moment "Ok, if this is the case, you can go to TM Point to hold your account" "What is the different between hold and suspend?" "Hold is you can hold your account, but we wont charge you monthly rate, suspend is we hold your account, but you still need to pay for the monthly rate" Then she asked for my email address and said will send an email to me. I received the email from them, asking for the police report ... wordless...
My sis's bf told me the TM Net system is lousy. They only able to track who logs in with the ID and password, time and date and duration. They are unable to track from which point/location the connection is made.... sigh ... The system is only meant to calculate the usage and the $$? Not for the security purpose?
So I went back to SP, and went to make police report on Sunday. A policewoman took my statement. "Why I have to make police report" "Because if you think someone else is using your password, then it is a crime." After I got the report, she asked me to bring to TM Point for further investigation "Will police carry on with the investigation too?" "No”... Really wordless ... I have nothing to say...
Then I move my butt to TM Point. I told the counter girl my issue. She checked and said there is no more usage from 8/5 onwards. "Of course, cuz I changed my password that day." "Your account is not suspended." "I thought that CS told me that my account is suspended automatically once I logged the case with them that day." "But it shows here the account is still active" " >.<" Never mind" "Do you want to close the account?" "No, I want to hold it, I won't pay for the usage that I am not using, I want to hold this account until the investigation is completed." "What do you mean by hold?" I told her what Latifah told me that day; the hold and suspend, the paying at least 50% to stay activated. "Interesting, I never heard of this hold, there is no such thing as hold, there is only suspend" "I won't pay for a single cent, I will only pay for the RM44 per month for 2month, total RM88, the rest RM420 I wont pay" "While carry on the investigation, you would still need to pay for the monthly charges, if you don't want to pay, you can terminate your account straight away now." "But after termination, will the investigation be carrying on?" "Yes, since you already logged case now" "But I thought they told me .... Never mind, Ok I want to terminate now" After form filling and after a few minutes "There you go, your account has been terminated, for the bill you don't have to pay first. After the investigation, we will send you a new bill, telling you the amount you would have to pay, you only pay that time." "Normally for this type of case, do we need to pay for full amount even if we do not use the line? How many percentages can succeed?" "Normally we will rebate back the customer. If we don't do that, sure you will go to write to newspaper and TV, do you ever seen that on TV or paper?" Well... missy, hopefully after the investigation, I only need to pay rm 88. The things that she told me are totally different from what the CS told me ... to all the CS answering my phone... go to hell you guys.
Since I logged a case, I just ignored the email that I received on Wed. Yesterday my mom received a letter from TM Net, asking for the police report so that they are able to carry on the investigation... It is funny and really $%#^#&*$. I had to reply them through email, telling them that I actually make another report, since they insisted me go to TM Point to submit the police report. I told them my new case ID, asking for progress. What I got is "we are still investigating" They are making things complicated what a redundancy and effort wasting...
That is very long...
2nd update is a quick one... Just booked ticket for HK next March ... Hong Kong Hong Kong, see you in 2010 ... ^_^
Well ... I will make a quick update in here, where it will be more to weekry for now ...
I downgraded my internet package from unlimited to RM44 package. My latest Internet bill stated RM 494, whereby my sis and I only went back once in the month of June, and once in the month of July. Impossible for us to use up to 1k hours ... Phoned the stupid customer service, throwing them alot of questions and I got stupid answers in return ... well .. I guess this won't be a quick update, as .. while I am typing .. this piss me off again ... so I will write in details instead of summarizing it out ... TEH ... guess I can't blame you for writing a long entry now lolz
Ahem, ahem ... I will start from calling the CS. Dialing the number and press the 1, 2 or 3 already pissed me off. It says press 1 for xxx, 2 for billing issues, 3 for xx blah blah blah... then I pressed 2. It keeps on repeating the same sentence instead of link me to the correct party. I pressed 2 non stop then it only can function... *sweat* .. Then a Malay guy was on the line, he asked me basic things like my hp #, name, user ID. I told him my problem, he said something like this, do you forget to turn on your modem? I told him, no. He definitely can't understand the meaning of no as he kept on saying if I forgot to disconnect the modem or doesn't disconnect properly, the bill will keep on running. Ok.. Maybe I was really pissed off... I know I am... I asked him back "let me ask you something, if I didn't even plug in the plug to the power outlet, can the modem be turn on? Don't the modem will get disconnected automatically by then?" This guy keeps on telling me about how much is my usage, when I used, for how many hours. Please la .. I can check that from the Streamyx homepage too, don't need you to tell me. Then he told me, "If you think that someone been stealing your password, you have to log a police report, then you take the report go to the nearest TM Point and we will log a case and investigate" Shit. Then I said "Why I have to make police report first before you guys can carry on with the investigation? Don't this phone call is enough for log a case with TM Net? Why still need to wait for police report? While I am working on the police report, can't you guys just go to check first, what is the IP address of the guy who is logging in during this period of time? I am sure the connection point is not coming from my home. If you can see that, then it means someone else is using my ID and password" Debate continues, where he said I don't want to listen to him, and he can't talk to me. Where I don't want to talk to him and wanted to talk to his supervisor. Where he paused for a few times, seeking advice from someone I guess before coming back to me. Then he told me to change my password, log a police report and only go back to them. I told him I will change the password, but I need their help to log a case now, and hold my account, as I only be able to go back to SP to make police report on Sun. By the way... that day was Wed when I made the call .. He can't comply to me, and in the midst of arguing, the line got disconnected. He hanged up on me!!!! Fine... since I have already changed the password, I didn't call back as that time was still working hour.
I called them back after 5pm that day. This time an Indian guy answered my call. Same thing with the need to press 2 for several times. He started all over again with my basic information. OK, 2nd time in telling that. This time my intention is to obtain the case ID # that the 1st guy logged. I need the # as my sis's bf knows someone in there that can speed up the checking process. I told him, I just phoned hours ago, and now I am calling back as I need the case ID#. Just checked for my hp# or my User ID and get me the case #, that's it. Well, he gave me the #, and he added "in the case report stated that, we require you to go to police station to make the report before we can carry on the investigation. In order to keep your line activated, you would have to pay for the $$, or at least half of the $$, so that we will be able to carry on the investigation." WTF. "No, I won't pay for a single cent for the time that I am not using" "Investigation normally takes around 1 t0 3 months. If we proved that someone is stealing your line, or the line doesn’t disconnect properly, we will rebate you back." "Why can't you just carry on with the investigation first. If you can prove that I am the one who is using the net, I will only pay back the $$ to you." This is only call fair. Please la .. If I paid all the $$ then they sure won't rebate me back ... This is common sense ... then of course the debate continues again... until he hanged up on me again!!! ...
2nd time the guys hang up my phone? What should I do? Of course I called them back. This time is a girl. Ok, I am smart this time by paying attention to her name. Her name is Yani. I told her I was on the line with an Indian guy just now, before he hangs up on me. She said, can you give me your particular again? I told her my name, my hp#, and I just blurted this out "This is the 3rd time I am calling up, you guys hang up me twice, and this is the 3rd time I am repeating all my particulars. Don't you dare to hang up my call again. My case # is xxxx. Just go and dig this case out. I don't want to repeat all the shit again." Ok... I am mean, so what. She got the case ID, and like the previous guys, she told me I need to pay the bill in order to have the line from being suspended. I told her my stand point ... and of course another round of debating... and guess what... the line got disconnected again... I am sure that this is not my phone problem, as sometimes I have concall with my suppliers for hours and the line very got disconnected.
For the 4th time, I called them again. This time is another girl called Latifah. "I was on the line with Yani just now, patch me back to her, she hanged up my call just now" "I am sorry but I am unable to transfer the line" "Then get her to me" "There are so many people in this department, I don't know which one you want" OK ... so there are too many people in that department, and the phone can't be transferred and it got disconnected always? What a nice TM service. She tried to ask me to talk to her, asking for my details again. "This is the 4th time I am calling back. Don’t hang up on me again" She continues with the stupid same questions throw by her colleagues to me just now, but this girl is smarter than the others. She asked me "Why you only want to make police report on Sunday, not today? You can go to make police report now, and we can carry on the investigation ASAP then" "Repeating the same thing like I am working in Penang, the internet line is in SP, and the bill is in SP, not with me. Do you think police will entertain me if I go to make police report now, empty handed? Without the bill with me?" Finally someone got what I am trying to express in here. Then moved on to $$ issue. "No, you would have to pay the $$ or at least half the $$ in order to keep the line activated, so that we are able to carry on the investigation. Investigation will normally take around 1 - 3 months, within this period you are unable to use the internet as we will suspend it, we have already suspend it when we log the case just now. But you would still pay for the monthly charges RM44" ... I wanted to say WTF so much "Ok you mean I cant use the internet for 3months but I still would need to pay RM 132, and later if you cant proof that I am not the one who is using, I would still have to pay RM 494. No I won't pay a single cent" "can't you listen to me? I said 1 - 3 months, but normally will take around 1 month" "1 - 3 months means the worst case scenario is 3 months. I can't use the access but I still need to pay for the time you carry on investigation? I want to talk to your supervisor, I won't pay for a single cent" after a moment "Ok, if this is the case, you can go to TM Point to hold your account" "What is the different between hold and suspend?" "Hold is you can hold your account, but we wont charge you monthly rate, suspend is we hold your account, but you still need to pay for the monthly rate" Then she asked for my email address and said will send an email to me. I received the email from them, asking for the police report ... wordless...
My sis's bf told me the TM Net system is lousy. They only able to track who logs in with the ID and password, time and date and duration. They are unable to track from which point/location the connection is made.... sigh ... The system is only meant to calculate the usage and the $$? Not for the security purpose?
So I went back to SP, and went to make police report on Sunday. A policewoman took my statement. "Why I have to make police report" "Because if you think someone else is using your password, then it is a crime." After I got the report, she asked me to bring to TM Point for further investigation "Will police carry on with the investigation too?" "No”... Really wordless ... I have nothing to say...
Then I move my butt to TM Point. I told the counter girl my issue. She checked and said there is no more usage from 8/5 onwards. "Of course, cuz I changed my password that day." "Your account is not suspended." "I thought that CS told me that my account is suspended automatically once I logged the case with them that day." "But it shows here the account is still active" " >.<" Never mind" "Do you want to close the account?" "No, I want to hold it, I won't pay for the usage that I am not using, I want to hold this account until the investigation is completed." "What do you mean by hold?" I told her what Latifah told me that day; the hold and suspend, the paying at least 50% to stay activated. "Interesting, I never heard of this hold, there is no such thing as hold, there is only suspend" "I won't pay for a single cent, I will only pay for the RM44 per month for 2month, total RM88, the rest RM420 I wont pay" "While carry on the investigation, you would still need to pay for the monthly charges, if you don't want to pay, you can terminate your account straight away now." "But after termination, will the investigation be carrying on?" "Yes, since you already logged case now" "But I thought they told me .... Never mind, Ok I want to terminate now" After form filling and after a few minutes "There you go, your account has been terminated, for the bill you don't have to pay first. After the investigation, we will send you a new bill, telling you the amount you would have to pay, you only pay that time." "Normally for this type of case, do we need to pay for full amount even if we do not use the line? How many percentages can succeed?" "Normally we will rebate back the customer. If we don't do that, sure you will go to write to newspaper and TV, do you ever seen that on TV or paper?" Well... missy, hopefully after the investigation, I only need to pay rm 88. The things that she told me are totally different from what the CS told me ... to all the CS answering my phone... go to hell you guys.
Since I logged a case, I just ignored the email that I received on Wed. Yesterday my mom received a letter from TM Net, asking for the police report so that they are able to carry on the investigation... It is funny and really $%#^#&*$. I had to reply them through email, telling them that I actually make another report, since they insisted me go to TM Point to submit the police report. I told them my new case ID, asking for progress. What I got is "we are still investigating" They are making things complicated what a redundancy and effort wasting...
That is very long...
2nd update is a quick one... Just booked ticket for HK next March ... Hong Kong Hong Kong, see you in 2010 ... ^_^
Friday, July 31, 2009
Very Mini Gathering
How many years since I left UUM? Almost 3years I guess. How many times someone tried to organise a mini reunion? A few times I guess, and I never show up once ... haha .. reason wise? Still remember why I went to SG last year? Well, that's the main reason.
Last night, we managed to have a small gathering, well, with 8 ex-coursemates out ot 1thousand something, it is considered very small. We managed to update ourselves with latest news, gossipping around, and set another gathering, which is tonight? I can't make it, sorry. My mom is coming out today, and pub is not my type.
I don't have much to say in here, just attached a pic here.
By the way, I am the fattest one ... time to diet?
Another by the way, this pic is taken with my new W995, I had set it to 5mp last week, and forgot to change back to 8mp ... arrrggghhh
Back: Jia Hui, Kian Yew, EnTauBah, Uncle Lim
Front: TEH, TT, WC, me
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Special edition - TEH
WC IM me just now, asking me ... "wei, TEH proposed to his gf ar?" She gave me BIG question marks for sure. I haven't read his blog for more than 1 week now. And out of curiousity, I visited his blog minutes ago, and ... I got the answer. Well, it is definitely a good news. Finally he proposed to his gf of how many years? 6 years maybe. TEH, I know you will be reading this entry, I guess it is time for me to reveal my thoughts about you. Don't worry, I am not your secret admirer.
TEH is always a shining star to me. He sparkles when standing in the crowd, which makes me can't stop myself from glancing at him when in UUM. Yes, it is true. First sem in UUM, we are no friends, but stranger. He always sat in the first row, mix together with coursemate who speaks English, and he speaks English himself all the time. He is smart, speak good English, lecturers like him alot, he got 100% in mid-sem exam in math (only him, arrr ... I thought I could get 100% too). We were in the same class in Asas Kewangan, and haha .. his got lousy marks in his project, should partner with me instead. Cuz of you, I had to team up with stupid ppl, and ended up .... you knows lolz.
Seeing you in library every Mon and Wed really makes me look good. At least, in your eyes, I am a hardworking student? Lol .. although the main purpose I went to library during that period ... was to get some sleep?
End of 1st sem, we are still strangers. But when I met him in uni mart in Sem2, he came to me, I still remember, he carried a pile with him, and he asked me about my PMS ... haha ... I got better score than you. Maybe you don't know, but I felt very happy. Satisfy actually, cuz I am better than you. Then we becomes friends, becomes teammates in Sem3, and becomes buddies after that. And we even doing practical in same company, but parted after that. but still keep in touch until now. It is rare for me to keep in touch with 'local' male for years, as you know I am more interested in foreigners lolz. Arrh... If I went to Dell, then we are colleagues ... too bad too bad ...
TEH is really a nice guy, kind-hearted and humble, and with his great personalities, he is attracting me to befriends with him. And of course, using him sometimes. Something happened in Sem4/5 (I think) which made me got angry at you. I said sorry to you, and I would like to apologize to you again. I am sorry. Despite my attitude towards you, you never fail to be my friend, and continue to let me 'used' you.
You know, you are famous among all of us, where ppl are talking about you, some even came to WC and me, asking things about you. Arrrh .. how come you can be so popular, but I am not? How come you are clever than me? How come you are nicer than me? How come you have better personalities than me? Is it cuz of our living lifestyles? Maybe. There is something in you, which making me go to you for advice, arrr .. I mean the egyptian ... You definitely long sighted than me.
If I admired you before? Yes, I think so, haha not the kind of gf/bf feeling la. I know you have a gf. The admire I mean is like, I always wanted to be like you. Someone who is smart, nice, and all the positive personalities that you have. Hmm ... thin like you also ok, but not your height for sure haha ...
Actually there are lots of other things I wanted to write in here. But, I guess I will just save it for next time ..
Finally you proposed to your gf, congratulation to you.
You make me happy, and at the same time, you make me sad.
I need to fork out $$ haha ... I am just kidding ... I feel sad cuz I am still single .... arr ... gotta buy a pole and have a tiger dance myself lols ... If your friends ever hold a bachelor party for ya, I sure will suggest tiger dance. You still owe us this one dance lolz ... I am sure that WC will agree on this too ... so prepare to loose your pants
TEH is always a shining star to me. He sparkles when standing in the crowd, which makes me can't stop myself from glancing at him when in UUM. Yes, it is true. First sem in UUM, we are no friends, but stranger. He always sat in the first row, mix together with coursemate who speaks English, and he speaks English himself all the time. He is smart, speak good English, lecturers like him alot, he got 100% in mid-sem exam in math (only him, arrr ... I thought I could get 100% too). We were in the same class in Asas Kewangan, and haha .. his got lousy marks in his project, should partner with me instead. Cuz of you, I had to team up with stupid ppl, and ended up .... you knows lolz.
Seeing you in library every Mon and Wed really makes me look good. At least, in your eyes, I am a hardworking student? Lol .. although the main purpose I went to library during that period ... was to get some sleep?
End of 1st sem, we are still strangers. But when I met him in uni mart in Sem2, he came to me, I still remember, he carried a pile with him, and he asked me about my PMS ... haha ... I got better score than you. Maybe you don't know, but I felt very happy. Satisfy actually, cuz I am better than you. Then we becomes friends, becomes teammates in Sem3, and becomes buddies after that. And we even doing practical in same company, but parted after that. but still keep in touch until now. It is rare for me to keep in touch with 'local' male for years, as you know I am more interested in foreigners lolz. Arrh... If I went to Dell, then we are colleagues ... too bad too bad ...
TEH is really a nice guy, kind-hearted and humble, and with his great personalities, he is attracting me to befriends with him. And of course, using him sometimes. Something happened in Sem4/5 (I think) which made me got angry at you. I said sorry to you, and I would like to apologize to you again. I am sorry. Despite my attitude towards you, you never fail to be my friend, and continue to let me 'used' you.
You know, you are famous among all of us, where ppl are talking about you, some even came to WC and me, asking things about you. Arrrh .. how come you can be so popular, but I am not? How come you are clever than me? How come you are nicer than me? How come you have better personalities than me? Is it cuz of our living lifestyles? Maybe. There is something in you, which making me go to you for advice, arrr .. I mean the egyptian ... You definitely long sighted than me.
If I admired you before? Yes, I think so, haha not the kind of gf/bf feeling la. I know you have a gf. The admire I mean is like, I always wanted to be like you. Someone who is smart, nice, and all the positive personalities that you have. Hmm ... thin like you also ok, but not your height for sure haha ...
Actually there are lots of other things I wanted to write in here. But, I guess I will just save it for next time ..
Finally you proposed to your gf, congratulation to you.
You make me happy, and at the same time, you make me sad.
I need to fork out $$ haha ... I am just kidding ... I feel sad cuz I am still single .... arr ... gotta buy a pole and have a tiger dance myself lols ... If your friends ever hold a bachelor party for ya, I sure will suggest tiger dance. You still owe us this one dance lolz ... I am sure that WC will agree on this too ... so prepare to loose your pants
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Handphone Handphone ... here I come, wait for me please
This morning I when I logged in to Facebook, I saw posted message from TT. She wanna buy W995 too? OMG ... I found a friend who also wanna change handphone, and she want to change it to W995 too? Unbelievable ...
So I hooked up with her, and in the end, we will go to Pragin Mall to survey this model tomorrow ... I cant wait for tomorrow. OMG, dream comes true? Ahh ... but I have to fork out at least RM1500 for this new handphone. Last month, I said I wanna buy C905, and I only budgeted in Rm1280. Sigh, can I manage it? Hmm .. I think should be ok, with added in another Rm220. Should be no problem, if someone treats me eat during our gathering on next Tue night lol .. hehe ..
Ouch ... I changed handphone for a few times, and I don't know why this time, I feel so excited. I even wanna share this joy with all my friends ... something is wrong with me .. Swear I am not trying to show off ..
Hmm .. just wish me tomorrow able to bring new hp back from Pragin Mall ... I really wanna this handphone .. I just ... can't wait
So I hooked up with her, and in the end, we will go to Pragin Mall to survey this model tomorrow ... I cant wait for tomorrow. OMG, dream comes true? Ahh ... but I have to fork out at least RM1500 for this new handphone. Last month, I said I wanna buy C905, and I only budgeted in Rm1280. Sigh, can I manage it? Hmm .. I think should be ok, with added in another Rm220. Should be no problem, if someone treats me eat during our gathering on next Tue night lol .. hehe ..
Ouch ... I changed handphone for a few times, and I don't know why this time, I feel so excited. I even wanna share this joy with all my friends ... something is wrong with me .. Swear I am not trying to show off ..
Hmm .. just wish me tomorrow able to bring new hp back from Pragin Mall ... I really wanna this handphone .. I just ... can't wait
Saturday, July 11, 2009
I am sad today :(
This morning I logged into GB, leaving my friends a msg, telling them that I actually quit GB, leaving behind my email address, hoping that they will add me. Actually I miss them a lot. Not GB, but my friends. The only reason that keeping me playing GB last time, is my friends ... It is easy for me to make friend, but it is actually very hard to maintain friendships ...
Jaz, ivy, Miko, Tank, Karlos, Leo, Ryan, Rau, Thai, Kimtun, Bi, TMD, Dung, Plot, Head, Prawn, GGS etc ... I am sure that I will miss you guys alot ... We have many happy and sad moments in GB. And every night when I log in to GB, the first thing I will do is to check who is available to chat with. God .. I really miss you guys. Is there another way to keep in touch beside GB? Hope you guys read my message, and add me in MSN or in Facebook.
Another reason I feel sad today is, someone that I accusing him for cheating at me, maybe he didn't cheat at me after all? Is it? Should I believe him? I really want to believe him. I just need a good reason from him to make me believe him. I am preparing to apologize to him afterall. I just need a reason to proof to myself that I wrongly accusing him. But he is not giving me this reason. If you are asking me whether I am still angry at him? The answer is no. I never got angry at him. I don't know why, just never cross my mind to get angry at him. 我过不到我自己的这一关， 我需要证据来告诉我他是对的，我是错的。。。
Jaz, ivy, Miko, Tank, Karlos, Leo, Ryan, Rau, Thai, Kimtun, Bi, TMD, Dung, Plot, Head, Prawn, GGS etc ... I am sure that I will miss you guys alot ... We have many happy and sad moments in GB. And every night when I log in to GB, the first thing I will do is to check who is available to chat with. God .. I really miss you guys. Is there another way to keep in touch beside GB? Hope you guys read my message, and add me in MSN or in Facebook.
Another reason I feel sad today is, someone that I accusing him for cheating at me, maybe he didn't cheat at me after all? Is it? Should I believe him? I really want to believe him. I just need a good reason from him to make me believe him. I am preparing to apologize to him afterall. I just need a reason to proof to myself that I wrongly accusing him. But he is not giving me this reason. If you are asking me whether I am still angry at him? The answer is no. I never got angry at him. I don't know why, just never cross my mind to get angry at him. 我过不到我自己的这一关， 我需要证据来告诉我他是对的，我是错的。。。
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Burrrrpppppp ... very full now
Went to eat buffet dinner at Spice Market, Rasa Sayang Hotel just now. Food is quite ok, nice. But I love the desserts there ... wow .. super nice
Aww ... got tons of things to write in my blog ... but just feel lazy to do so ... So I guess I will call it a post for now ...
Aww ... got tons of things to write in my blog ... but just feel lazy to do so ... So I guess I will call it a post for now ...
Saturday, July 4, 2009
Handphone, handphone where are you?
Today is 4th of July. Independence day for America, and at the same time, I feel sad. I want to buy new hp. I can't buy last month cuz I don't have enough cash, but I have now. But another problem pops up.
I am a fan of Sony Ericsson, and I know what model I wanna buy. And I know what colour I wanna purchase too. But problem is, the silver colour that I am looking for ... is out of stock? What is happening to all the mobile phone shops in BJ and Pragin Mall? Is it so hard to find one AP phone with silver colour for me? For this particular model? Unbelievable at all ...
Ok, I will find it in SP next time, and if SP also doesn't have the colour that I wishing for, what should I do? Buy another colour? Or choose another model? Hmmm ... I need time to think.
Haha, if after a month I still do not managed to buy this phone, I am sure that some other models will attract my attention then. Omg, I am not so loyal as I think I am? God ...
I am a fan of Sony Ericsson, and I know what model I wanna buy. And I know what colour I wanna purchase too. But problem is, the silver colour that I am looking for ... is out of stock? What is happening to all the mobile phone shops in BJ and Pragin Mall? Is it so hard to find one AP phone with silver colour for me? For this particular model? Unbelievable at all ...
Ok, I will find it in SP next time, and if SP also doesn't have the colour that I wishing for, what should I do? Buy another colour? Or choose another model? Hmmm ... I need time to think.
Haha, if after a month I still do not managed to buy this phone, I am sure that some other models will attract my attention then. Omg, I am not so loyal as I think I am? God ...
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Deleted? I am such a chick + en
I just deleted my latest entry and replace with this .... No further comment lolz ..
Sunday, June 28, 2009
36 seconds ??? OMG
This weekend, I am staying in Penang, not going back to hometown. So as usual, I will go to pasar malam. Yes, no doubt, going to pasar malam is fun, when you have nothing to do and you can find variety of food. This is one thing, but there is something which makes me hate to go there during peak hour -- 'Malaysians'. Those people are like grew up eating snails and glass, and still eating them I bet. Lol .. this entry is about 36 seconds, so I won't complain much about those snails and glass eaters. You know I know, sudahlah.
The main road in front of Tesco Extra is a busy street, so we need to use pedestrian crossing every time. There are a total of four lanes there. And if now Zhamri asks us to develop a traffic light system again, how many seconds should we spare for these 4 lanes? If you asked me, I would say 15 is the most. Usually I can cross the road within 10 sec. I mean me, not those snail eaters.
All the while, I know the time given for pedestrians to cross this road is longer than usual, but today, I just happened to look at the timer, and bloody hell, it was 36 seconds ... Really 36 ... no joke. What a system, and what an 'environment' we got. With all of these, how can we ever grow up and compete with others?
Nothing much to say in here, just *sigh* ...
There are things that I think is not appropriate for me to type it out here ... as it is offensive. I just can give some hints .. lolz
The main road in front of Tesco Extra is a busy street, so we need to use pedestrian crossing every time. There are a total of four lanes there. And if now Zhamri asks us to develop a traffic light system again, how many seconds should we spare for these 4 lanes? If you asked me, I would say 15 is the most. Usually I can cross the road within 10 sec. I mean me, not those snail eaters.
All the while, I know the time given for pedestrians to cross this road is longer than usual, but today, I just happened to look at the timer, and bloody hell, it was 36 seconds ... Really 36 ... no joke. What a system, and what an 'environment' we got. With all of these, how can we ever grow up and compete with others?
Nothing much to say in here, just *sigh* ...
There are things that I think is not appropriate for me to type it out here ... as it is offensive. I just can give some hints .. lolz
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Debts and debts and debts ... when only I will recover?
Am I a really bad financial planner? Or money is really not enough? Well, one thing for sure is, the 2009 horoscope quoting that this year I will be spending more money than earning. It is in fact true, so damn true, where it gives me no hope at all to
This morning I arrived office 35min before 8, so I grabbed piece of paper and pencil and doing some basic calculations. And of course, the result is ... I need to struggle till Nov to pay back all the $$ I am owe my sis’s bf, if I put aside PTPTN debt for now. God ... this is not good, really not good. Then I can’t control myself, but trying to recall where I spent my salary in these 6months? End of Dec’08, I still got at least some figure in my saving account, but today, I only left RM 383? From moving house, buying a new bed to basic expenses, my pocket already dry. Condition gets worse with the SUKUK. And, worst is ... I got myself an insurance, and my mom a medical card. With this, additional RM600 is needed monthly. Gone with the wind ... sigh ... Calculation shows that I only left RM 600 per month after paying back the insurance and debts. This will last until Nov. After Nov, I will have to re-calculate as that will be the time for me to continue for the PTPTN. Monthly interest for my PTPTN is about RM34, whereby the interest that I got from my FD is not enough to cover back the insurance. Lol ... a thought flashed by just now, which is ... why not I withdraw my $$ from FD and pay back PTPTN one shot? Yeah, this idea is great, but I just can’t. The $$ in the FD is for my car’s deposit.
OMG, all the calculations above ... excluding my future car installments? Which means that, either I only buy a car next year, or I will need to struggle a few more months in paying back my debts?
Well ... last week I bought a China IPhone, which costs me RM400, and yesterday, I sold it out. Of course, lower than my buying price. Actually I planned to buy this fake IPhone last month, and I promised my friend that I want to take from her. But soon after that, Sony Ericsson C905 caught my attention, AP price is RM1280. Then, you can see my saliva is dripping whenever I am thinking of this new Sony Ericsson, my dream model with 8.1mega pixel for the cameras. Imagine this, HP + Digital Camera, what a nice 2 in 1 combination, as I have always wanted to have my own digital camera too. But, my friend she took the IPhone to work, and I feel sorry to turn her down, and some more she lowered the price to RM400, I had no reason to say ‘no’ to her. So I bought it. Nightmare starts to haunt me ... I swear that I really tried my best to fall in love with it, but can’t. The tone is very loud, adjusted it to the lowest volume but just loud like hell. Need to spend 2 min to type one single SMS with just 2 sentences? Spare me. And the worst is, the battery only can last for 1day? Ewww ... totally out ... I just feel that I want to throw it away. But luckily I got someone to buy it. Thanks to Selly and her sis and her sis’s bf in here. I know the man is conning me, lowering the price until this extend, but it is better that throwing the phone and lost RM400 in return.
Hehe ... so bye bye to this stupid phone, and hi hi to my new hp ... oops ... in my calculation above, I INCLUDED IN the $$ that I will be spending for my new HP in the month of July ... so no screw up for this ... at least this cheers me up, after that stupid phone makes me feel down for days ...
This morning I arrived office 35min before 8, so I grabbed piece of paper and pencil and doing some basic calculations. And of course, the result is ... I need to struggle till Nov to pay back all the $$ I am owe my sis’s bf, if I put aside PTPTN debt for now. God ... this is not good, really not good. Then I can’t control myself, but trying to recall where I spent my salary in these 6months? End of Dec’08, I still got at least some figure in my saving account, but today, I only left RM 383? From moving house, buying a new bed to basic expenses, my pocket already dry. Condition gets worse with the SUKUK. And, worst is ... I got myself an insurance, and my mom a medical card. With this, additional RM600 is needed monthly. Gone with the wind ... sigh ... Calculation shows that I only left RM 600 per month after paying back the insurance and debts. This will last until Nov. After Nov, I will have to re-calculate as that will be the time for me to continue for the PTPTN. Monthly interest for my PTPTN is about RM34, whereby the interest that I got from my FD is not enough to cover back the insurance. Lol ... a thought flashed by just now, which is ... why not I withdraw my $$ from FD and pay back PTPTN one shot? Yeah, this idea is great, but I just can’t. The $$ in the FD is for my car’s deposit.
OMG, all the calculations above ... excluding my future car installments? Which means that, either I only buy a car next year, or I will need to struggle a few more months in paying back my debts?
Well ... last week I bought a China IPhone, which costs me RM400, and yesterday, I sold it out. Of course, lower than my buying price. Actually I planned to buy this fake IPhone last month, and I promised my friend that I want to take from her. But soon after that, Sony Ericsson C905 caught my attention, AP price is RM1280. Then, you can see my saliva is dripping whenever I am thinking of this new Sony Ericsson, my dream model with 8.1mega pixel for the cameras. Imagine this, HP + Digital Camera, what a nice 2 in 1 combination, as I have always wanted to have my own digital camera too. But, my friend she took the IPhone to work, and I feel sorry to turn her down, and some more she lowered the price to RM400, I had no reason to say ‘no’ to her. So I bought it. Nightmare starts to haunt me ... I swear that I really tried my best to fall in love with it, but can’t. The tone is very loud, adjusted it to the lowest volume but just loud like hell. Need to spend 2 min to type one single SMS with just 2 sentences? Spare me. And the worst is, the battery only can last for 1day? Ewww ... totally out ... I just feel that I want to throw it away. But luckily I got someone to buy it. Thanks to Selly and her sis and her sis’s bf in here. I know the man is conning me, lowering the price until this extend, but it is better that throwing the phone and lost RM400 in return.
Hehe ... so bye bye to this stupid phone, and hi hi to my new hp ... oops ... in my calculation above, I INCLUDED IN the $$ that I will be spending for my new HP in the month of July ... so no screw up for this ... at least this cheers me up, after that stupid phone makes me feel down for days ...
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Am I tooooo fast?
"Fast" is the term that I am looking for every minute every day. But too bad, we rarely see this among Malaysians. I hate when there are girls walking in front of me. They are like crawling, and it drives me crazy. Come on, God gives u legs so that u can walk .. not asking u to walk like 0.001 mph ... even a snail can crawl faster than u .. wth ...
Seriously I don't know whether it is only me or everyone are feeling the same too. I am not offensive, but I find that "some" girls ... I don't know what make them have to walk that slow .. but .. god ... they are just making me mad, making me feel like I wanna push them aside and walk past them.
Not just walking ... they are slow in doing everything ... From walking to eating, to working .. etc ...
When I am having bad mood, just stay of my way ... I don't want to be rude in front of crowd
Part of it .. is the "environment" who shaped them into who they are now ... sigh ... no cure ... no medicine can cure them ... even worse than being diagnosed with cancer ... sigh
Seriously I don't know whether it is only me or everyone are feeling the same too. I am not offensive, but I find that "some" girls ... I don't know what make them have to walk that slow .. but .. god ... they are just making me mad, making me feel like I wanna push them aside and walk past them.
Not just walking ... they are slow in doing everything ... From walking to eating, to working .. etc ...
When I am having bad mood, just stay of my way ... I don't want to be rude in front of crowd
Part of it .. is the "environment" who shaped them into who they are now ... sigh ... no cure ... no medicine can cure them ... even worse than being diagnosed with cancer ... sigh
Friday, June 19, 2009
Cant use redtone to call toll free # ???
Last night I wasted RM 17 of my hp credit to make numerous calls from 10pm to 11pm ... due to the mistake done by hub, which causing my receiving folks to receive the shipment, and my production unable to get the materials and we miss the shipment to customer of course ....
About a month ago, my company registered us to the redtone service, whereby we will be able to call up oversea suppliers FOC ... This is really great, as I always call up oversea suppliers chasing for shipment status. After I got the pin #, I have no chance to use it at all. But of course I did try to use it, to make sure that it works, but not really calling any suppliers, until yesterday I finally got the chance .. I thought so
From last week till today, I have been chasing for this sea shipment which took about 2weeks. From the shipment exit from supplier's factory, till catching the vessel, till it docks Penang port. But the vessel docked 1day late from the estimated time. All in the sudden, my production sup told me that we already having shortage for this power supply, but according to my calculation, we only will face shortages on June 22nd. So yesterday the whole day, I called the forwarder's customer services hundreds of time chasing this shipment, to have the forwarder to deliver to hub before 3pm. Ok the shipment docked hub at 3.30pm. Hub only received it into system about 6pm. Pull list was created by my sup before I went back, sending emails to notify the whole world about the urgency of this shipment. Then I thought ... well .. I will call it a day.
Went back home as usual. But about 10pm, got a call from my production sup, telling me the funniest thing. We asked hub to ship us 64pcs, hub shipped us 128pcs, system transacted as 84pcs while the packing list showed 32pcs. And my receiving guy said he is unable to receive in the shipment. I had been calling my production sup, reciving guy, my folk who is taking care of hub activities, receiving manager, and of course the 'service desk' of the hub. It is a toll free #, and I thought .. luckily I have red tone .. I can save my credit as calling the toll free # is damn expansive ... So I tried .. and after key in the toll free # ... it said " the number you had dialed is invalid, thank you" tu tu tu tu ... WTF .... Out of urgency I had to use my own credit to make the call ... it lasted about 15 - 20 min ... and after that when I called back my receiving folks, he told me something else ... actually hub sent us 128pcs + 52pcs ... He can received in the 52pcs, just can't receive in the 128pcs .... WTF ... All the while, all of us thought that we can't even get some units for testing, and then after wasting our time and effort, he told us there was actually another lot with no issue in receiving it in?
The conclusion is, I wasted RM 17, had the 'unforgetable memory' and rushing here and there, got the knowledge that unable to call the toll free # with redtone and the most importantly is ... never trust anyone except for yourself ...
The receiving guy only noticed of the extra 52pcs ... after my production sup went down to receiving to personally check the physical ...
All the while, when we have this issue, we usually will go down to verify ourselves ... and this really proof that ... I can't trust anyone but myself ???
Sigh .. what a night ..
About a month ago, my company registered us to the redtone service, whereby we will be able to call up oversea suppliers FOC ... This is really great, as I always call up oversea suppliers chasing for shipment status. After I got the pin #, I have no chance to use it at all. But of course I did try to use it, to make sure that it works, but not really calling any suppliers, until yesterday I finally got the chance .. I thought so
From last week till today, I have been chasing for this sea shipment which took about 2weeks. From the shipment exit from supplier's factory, till catching the vessel, till it docks Penang port. But the vessel docked 1day late from the estimated time. All in the sudden, my production sup told me that we already having shortage for this power supply, but according to my calculation, we only will face shortages on June 22nd. So yesterday the whole day, I called the forwarder's customer services hundreds of time chasing this shipment, to have the forwarder to deliver to hub before 3pm. Ok the shipment docked hub at 3.30pm. Hub only received it into system about 6pm. Pull list was created by my sup before I went back, sending emails to notify the whole world about the urgency of this shipment. Then I thought ... well .. I will call it a day.
Went back home as usual. But about 10pm, got a call from my production sup, telling me the funniest thing. We asked hub to ship us 64pcs, hub shipped us 128pcs, system transacted as 84pcs while the packing list showed 32pcs. And my receiving guy said he is unable to receive in the shipment. I had been calling my production sup, reciving guy, my folk who is taking care of hub activities, receiving manager, and of course the 'service desk' of the hub. It is a toll free #, and I thought .. luckily I have red tone .. I can save my credit as calling the toll free # is damn expansive ... So I tried .. and after key in the toll free # ... it said " the number you had dialed is invalid, thank you" tu tu tu tu ... WTF .... Out of urgency I had to use my own credit to make the call ... it lasted about 15 - 20 min ... and after that when I called back my receiving folks, he told me something else ... actually hub sent us 128pcs + 52pcs ... He can received in the 52pcs, just can't receive in the 128pcs .... WTF ... All the while, all of us thought that we can't even get some units for testing, and then after wasting our time and effort, he told us there was actually another lot with no issue in receiving it in?
The conclusion is, I wasted RM 17, had the 'unforgetable memory' and rushing here and there, got the knowledge that unable to call the toll free # with redtone and the most importantly is ... never trust anyone except for yourself ...
The receiving guy only noticed of the extra 52pcs ... after my production sup went down to receiving to personally check the physical ...
All the while, when we have this issue, we usually will go down to verify ourselves ... and this really proof that ... I can't trust anyone but myself ???
Sigh .. what a night ..
Monday, June 15, 2009
GB fever is over ???
Ok, so in the past 2 weeks I only logged in to GB for 3 times. I don't know I should feel relieve or need to sigh in here. Sigh ~
Previously, I will log in to GB every night, no matter how tired I am. I guess one of the reason is because of the event in May. And then I bought myself a PU, up ranking and making new friends from Zalvaje guild.
But 2 weeks ago, things started to change. I lost a 'friend' in GB, not Kenny by the way. Hell cares about him, not me. Then I was avoiding this guy in GB, then have to thanks to the lousy Streamyx too. I kept on lagging in GB, making lag or dc in friends' rooms, is the another main reason I didn't log in to GB. Another reason is cuz of someone said I am busybody ... hahaha ... I admit it ok, but just feel 'bo song' when she said that directly to me, without giving hint.
I just rather suprise that GB fever can end faster than what I expected. Last time, I played for 3 years before quitting. Now I only played for 4 months?
So, I changed to facebook instead. I joined facebook 2weeks ago, got myself 135 ++ friends now, and wanted to have lots of chips in Texas HoldEm Poker and be no# 1 in Bejeweled Blitz.
But no matter what, I will log in to GB too, but not too often, as I have some nice friends in there. Sure will lose contact if I totally quit GB. I need to grab their email ID or hp# before I can say bb to GB season2. Guess I will need to wait for Season3.
Sigh ~~~ Why Michael had to die in Prison Break? Haha .. this is definitely another main reason why I don't have mood to play in GB too ... Nice men won't die last ... like me ...
Previously, I will log in to GB every night, no matter how tired I am. I guess one of the reason is because of the event in May. And then I bought myself a PU, up ranking and making new friends from Zalvaje guild.
But 2 weeks ago, things started to change. I lost a 'friend' in GB, not Kenny by the way. Hell cares about him, not me. Then I was avoiding this guy in GB, then have to thanks to the lousy Streamyx too. I kept on lagging in GB, making lag or dc in friends' rooms, is the another main reason I didn't log in to GB. Another reason is cuz of someone said I am busybody ... hahaha ... I admit it ok, but just feel 'bo song' when she said that directly to me, without giving hint.
I just rather suprise that GB fever can end faster than what I expected. Last time, I played for 3 years before quitting. Now I only played for 4 months?
So, I changed to facebook instead. I joined facebook 2weeks ago, got myself 135 ++ friends now, and wanted to have lots of chips in Texas HoldEm Poker and be no# 1 in Bejeweled Blitz.
But no matter what, I will log in to GB too, but not too often, as I have some nice friends in there. Sure will lose contact if I totally quit GB. I need to grab their email ID or hp# before I can say bb to GB season2. Guess I will need to wait for Season3.
Sigh ~~~ Why Michael had to die in Prison Break? Haha .. this is definitely another main reason why I don't have mood to play in GB too ... Nice men won't die last ... like me ...
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Hottttttttt !!!!!!
The weather is so damn hot nowadays ...
I am like a roast pig inside an oven whenever I am in my room ... Sigh ....
Now I regret not buying an air-con for myself during the SEC warehouse sales last month ...
Man ... I wish I can turn back time ... hehe ... If I really can turn back time, I will buy 4D instead ... win big ... then can buy 10000 units of air-con ...
2weeks ... and I am still moodless ... wth is happening to me now?
I am like a roast pig inside an oven whenever I am in my room ... Sigh ....
Now I regret not buying an air-con for myself during the SEC warehouse sales last month ...
Man ... I wish I can turn back time ... hehe ... If I really can turn back time, I will buy 4D instead ... win big ... then can buy 10000 units of air-con ...
2weeks ... and I am still moodless ... wth is happening to me now?
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Saturday, May 23, 2009
RM 300 - a new watch or sponsoring a child for 6months?
OK .. So I bought a new watch 2weeks back .. It costs me RM300. But I am happy to give away the $$ cuz I have always wanted to have a new watch. What about my old watch? Well ... I gave that to my mom 3 years back, and considering myself don't have a watch for 3 years, buying a new watch is not considering as wasting. Well, at least I didn't think so that time.
How many ppl will be like me? I mean like having this kind of thought? When you don't have this something, you wanted to have it. When you actually had it, you feel that it is ok if you do not have this too. Why am I saying that I am such a jerk in my MSN's personal message? This is cuz I heard this advertisement from WorldVision from radio. This ad brought up something that I wanted to do, but I didn't taken another step.
Months ago, I wanted to join WorldVision, by raising a kid with just only RM50 per month. I even send inquiry to them on how to transfer the $$ to them, using bank transfer instead of debit the $$ from credit card, as I do not have credit card. I got the positive reply from them on how to transfer through bank account, and I told someone about my plan, and she changed my mind eventually. And another one reason I dropped this cuz I was unable to sign up from their website. I have no idea, but I tried for 3 times, I just unable to sign up due to the unknown error.
And after that I forgot about this, until a few days ago.
If I didn't buy this watch, I will be RM300 richer, and this RM300 is enough for 6kids to survive for a month? Imagine this, eating a meal in KFC is equivalence to 6days expense for an African kid. All in a sudden, I feel so awful. I am so lucky compares to them. And I am so selfish, saving the $$ for my own use, instead of doing donations .... really wordless, no other words to describe myself except Selfish ...
To make myself feel better, I told myself, I still need to buy a car and insurance first, then after that I should be able to join WorldVision ... but by that time .. will I still have this kind of thought ???
How many ppl will be like me? I mean like having this kind of thought? When you don't have this something, you wanted to have it. When you actually had it, you feel that it is ok if you do not have this too. Why am I saying that I am such a jerk in my MSN's personal message? This is cuz I heard this advertisement from WorldVision from radio. This ad brought up something that I wanted to do, but I didn't taken another step.
Months ago, I wanted to join WorldVision, by raising a kid with just only RM50 per month. I even send inquiry to them on how to transfer the $$ to them, using bank transfer instead of debit the $$ from credit card, as I do not have credit card. I got the positive reply from them on how to transfer through bank account, and I told someone about my plan, and she changed my mind eventually. And another one reason I dropped this cuz I was unable to sign up from their website. I have no idea, but I tried for 3 times, I just unable to sign up due to the unknown error.
And after that I forgot about this, until a few days ago.
If I didn't buy this watch, I will be RM300 richer, and this RM300 is enough for 6kids to survive for a month? Imagine this, eating a meal in KFC is equivalence to 6days expense for an African kid. All in a sudden, I feel so awful. I am so lucky compares to them. And I am so selfish, saving the $$ for my own use, instead of doing donations .... really wordless, no other words to describe myself except Selfish ...
To make myself feel better, I told myself, I still need to buy a car and insurance first, then after that I should be able to join WorldVision ... but by that time .. will I still have this kind of thought ???
Thursday, May 21, 2009
TEH .. thanks a lot!
Hey, this post is specially dedicated to EngHong ...
Thanks a lot man!
But still need to say sorry and wasted your handphone's credit ...
Next time, lunch on me ... we go to kedai mamak to eat ok? But make sure don't bring wc together ... I don't want to have a 'mobile toilet' beside me while I am eating lol ..
Now I am sure she will kill me
Thanks a lot man!
But still need to say sorry and wasted your handphone's credit ...
Next time, lunch on me ... we go to kedai mamak to eat ok? But make sure don't bring wc together ... I don't want to have a 'mobile toilet' beside me while I am eating lol ..
Now I am sure she will kill me
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Part2 - no more?
Ok last night i talked about something that happened at work, and I was thinking to write the part2 today. But, I changed my mind now. There will be no more part2, as I only wanted to tell someone about this only, and I dropped him a personal email instead.
Yeah, no doubt that this shit still makes me sad, and lost mood in working now. I am just like a 'transhuman' at work now. To hiave in reading ... ahah ... em emalb tnod ... drow 't' siht tuoba hcum oot klat uoy
Ok .. I guess I will just end this entry here ...
Yeah, no doubt that this shit still makes me sad, and lost mood in working now. I am just like a 'transhuman' at work now. To hiave in reading ... ahah ... em emalb tnod ... drow 't' siht tuoba hcum oot klat uoy
Ok .. I guess I will just end this entry here ...
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Mood-less?
Ok, I know that I haven't update my blog for quite some time .. Reason wise? Cuz I don't have the mood to update my blog now ... nah .. don't get me wrong, it is not becuz of I am lazy ok ... This is just becuz recently my job and the ppl related to my job are driving me crazy, and they are forcing me to spill out all the rough and rude words that I learnt before.
For the past 2weeks, you can see me scolding ppl every single day. Whether it is my suppliers or strangers when I play GB. I got piss off easily during this period and I find it hard to control my temper. I know I shouldn't behave like this, but I really can't controly myself, and usually only regret after I cool down.
Ok .. my period is over, but my mood still ... but this week, I can feel that I am back to normal slowly. I can see it clearly while playing GB. GBing is fun, but it can be no fun at all when some players are cheating to win, and worst, it is your friends/guilmates who cheated. Last time, when someone cheats during the game, I will just say "..." or "no item2 plz" or "please kick later", but lately I have been saying something else like "Are you blind? Can't you read the title before entering this room? Why you have to use item2, is it becuz you scare to lose? You loser ..blah blah blah" And the worst is ... I will use back the item2 on the cheater .. this is so .. unlike me at all ...
Same thing happened at workplace. All the while, I have this troublesome supplier, from shipments to quality issues, this supplier is making my life miserable ever since I take up Power supplies comodity. They never give me peaceful moment, every week sure that will be issue happened. Maybe they are one of the reasons which contributes to my bad mood, but I don't know as I never think hard on the real reason I am behaving differently.
This supplier, decommit my shipments and I am having a tough time in pulling in the materials and asking from air freight approvals from my customer. Ok, I know this is part of my buyer job, so I take the hit. But on the other hand, Quality issues are not something that buyers should do. Yes, I can send emails sometimes, but not like chasing for this and chasing for that. Some quality issues happened and customer is asking them to provide CA and prelim report within 48hours. Ok, I just skipped this, as this is not part of my job function, but customer asking them to ship back the part to my team for re-evaluation, and I as the buyer, has to keep track of this shipment, and have to make sure that it will goes to my test folks side, instead of my production folks. This is manual control, and I keep on asking the tracking# from the quality folks from this supplier for 2weeks, and I got no response/or asking nonsense questions in return. Beside this, they are also pending to return the parts to their own factory, and it has been pending for weeks, and no reply when I chase them. This is like adding oil to my bad temper, and I escalated this guy to his sales team. Ok, I know that the sales manager doesn't like this quality guy, but it leaves me no choice, as I got no response from the quality guy's manager too.
And guess what, sure the sales manager takes the oppportunity to complain and escalate, and the result is ... the quality guy no longer handles my company ... Is it my fault? Part of it, yes.
This is just part1 .. to be continue ... Sleepy and I don't want my entry to be like a novel
For the past 2weeks, you can see me scolding ppl every single day. Whether it is my suppliers or strangers when I play GB. I got piss off easily during this period and I find it hard to control my temper. I know I shouldn't behave like this, but I really can't controly myself, and usually only regret after I cool down.
Ok .. my period is over, but my mood still ... but this week, I can feel that I am back to normal slowly. I can see it clearly while playing GB. GBing is fun, but it can be no fun at all when some players are cheating to win, and worst, it is your friends/guilmates who cheated. Last time, when someone cheats during the game, I will just say "..." or "no item2 plz" or "please kick later", but lately I have been saying something else like "Are you blind? Can't you read the title before entering this room? Why you have to use item2, is it becuz you scare to lose? You loser ..blah blah blah" And the worst is ... I will use back the item2 on the cheater .. this is so .. unlike me at all ...
Same thing happened at workplace. All the while, I have this troublesome supplier, from shipments to quality issues, this supplier is making my life miserable ever since I take up Power supplies comodity. They never give me peaceful moment, every week sure that will be issue happened. Maybe they are one of the reasons which contributes to my bad mood, but I don't know as I never think hard on the real reason I am behaving differently.
This supplier, decommit my shipments and I am having a tough time in pulling in the materials and asking from air freight approvals from my customer. Ok, I know this is part of my buyer job, so I take the hit. But on the other hand, Quality issues are not something that buyers should do. Yes, I can send emails sometimes, but not like chasing for this and chasing for that. Some quality issues happened and customer is asking them to provide CA and prelim report within 48hours. Ok, I just skipped this, as this is not part of my job function, but customer asking them to ship back the part to my team for re-evaluation, and I as the buyer, has to keep track of this shipment, and have to make sure that it will goes to my test folks side, instead of my production folks. This is manual control, and I keep on asking the tracking# from the quality folks from this supplier for 2weeks, and I got no response/or asking nonsense questions in return. Beside this, they are also pending to return the parts to their own factory, and it has been pending for weeks, and no reply when I chase them. This is like adding oil to my bad temper, and I escalated this guy to his sales team. Ok, I know that the sales manager doesn't like this quality guy, but it leaves me no choice, as I got no response from the quality guy's manager too.
And guess what, sure the sales manager takes the oppportunity to complain and escalate, and the result is ... the quality guy no longer handles my company ... Is it my fault? Part of it, yes.
This is just part1 .. to be continue ... Sleepy and I don't want my entry to be like a novel
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Tired ...
Recently I feel tired ... only slept for 6 hours per day .. and been sick for one whole week really killing me. Every morning when I wake up, I just feel like not going to work, and hardly open my eyes. During working hours, I always sigh and yawn and tell my cubiclemates that I am so boring. And I will tell myself that tonight I will sleep early.
After work, I will login to check emails, and gunbounding ... for your information, I lost my gb mood ... I only play with hoping to chat with friends only. If there are no friends around, then I will just wait for them to log in. Omg, seriously what happened to me? How come I can be like this? How come I changed 180 degrees in just one week?
For those who plays alot with CarinaSing in GB, guess you will know why..
After work, I will login to check emails, and gunbounding ... for your information, I lost my gb mood ... I only play with hoping to chat with friends only. If there are no friends around, then I will just wait for them to log in. Omg, seriously what happened to me? How come I can be like this? How come I changed 180 degrees in just one week?
For those who plays alot with CarinaSing in GB, guess you will know why..
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
25th of May - still 41days to go
Today is April 14th, and today I feel sick.
Sick of what? Sick of my company, sick of my position, sick of all the issues happening at work, sick of myself and of course sick of recession too.
I didn't want to work today, not feeling well physically and mentally. I need time to rebuild my mentality.
Yesterday chat with someone very close to me.
He told me, he needs to study for his exam, and he won't online starting from today till finished his exam ... I was like .. walao .. how come need to 'close door' so long just for an exam? Well guess that I never really treat all my exams as important ... Haha ... and I just didn't realise this ... until yesterday. All the while, I never really study hard for exams, and although I do feel the importance of it, I still can't just put anything aside and just concentrate on studying only
Ok I admit I am lazy, just feel don't like to hold a book and sit there for hours. I changed actually. I still remember, when I was preparing for my PMR, I took my history notes and memories all in one whole day, and then the next day straight go for the exam. Haha .. after came out from the examination hall, don't ask me about history anymore, I deleted them from my hard disk. Studying 3days before the exam took place already consider as very hardworking to me. But this fellow needs 1 month? *Faint*
No matter what, your exam is the most important thing in your life now. You just go ahead and kiss your books every day and night, and I will be chatting with you again on 25th night .. see ya anhph
Luckily I am no longer need to study, and no longer need to rush for assignments and examinations. But I hate moving into working world now. If you let me choose again, I will take accountancy in Form4 instead of Science stream. At least being an accountant, I can play with figures and $$ everyday. Not so boring compares to chasing materials. But past is past, just hope that economy will become better again and I can look for another job perhaps ...
p/s: eh, do you think 2ndhand Myvi (3years car) sold at 36K .. worth to buy or not? I think it is quite expansive ler ...
Sick of what? Sick of my company, sick of my position, sick of all the issues happening at work, sick of myself and of course sick of recession too.
I didn't want to work today, not feeling well physically and mentally. I need time to rebuild my mentality.
Yesterday chat with someone very close to me.
He told me, he needs to study for his exam, and he won't online starting from today till finished his exam ... I was like .. walao .. how come need to 'close door' so long just for an exam? Well guess that I never really treat all my exams as important ... Haha ... and I just didn't realise this ... until yesterday. All the while, I never really study hard for exams, and although I do feel the importance of it, I still can't just put anything aside and just concentrate on studying only
Ok I admit I am lazy, just feel don't like to hold a book and sit there for hours. I changed actually. I still remember, when I was preparing for my PMR, I took my history notes and memories all in one whole day, and then the next day straight go for the exam. Haha .. after came out from the examination hall, don't ask me about history anymore, I deleted them from my hard disk. Studying 3days before the exam took place already consider as very hardworking to me. But this fellow needs 1 month? *Faint*
No matter what, your exam is the most important thing in your life now. You just go ahead and kiss your books every day and night, and I will be chatting with you again on 25th night .. see ya anhph
Luckily I am no longer need to study, and no longer need to rush for assignments and examinations. But I hate moving into working world now. If you let me choose again, I will take accountancy in Form4 instead of Science stream. At least being an accountant, I can play with figures and $$ everyday. Not so boring compares to chasing materials. But past is past, just hope that economy will become better again and I can look for another job perhaps ...
p/s: eh, do you think 2ndhand Myvi (3years car) sold at 36K .. worth to buy or not? I think it is quite expansive ler ...
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Will you or will you not?
What is love? Will you sacrifice everything for love? How does this 'love' weight in your heart? If you find someone that you love, will you express your love to her/him? If this someone doesn't love you back, will you find the courage to express your love to her/him again? If this someone thought that there are some barriers between 2 of you, will you dare to break the barriers just to be with him? Will you leave your family/friends behind just to be with her/him?
Seriously, if this person really worth it, yes, I can. It is very hard to find someone you love and someone who loves you back. Once I found one, I will cling on to this person, and I won't let go easily. So, why don't you give us a chance? Never try, never know.
Wondering why I am writing this post? Cuz this is what I have in my mind now.
p/s: Don't bother to leave your comment in here, teh, this is my personal entry.
Seriously, if this person really worth it, yes, I can. It is very hard to find someone you love and someone who loves you back. Once I found one, I will cling on to this person, and I won't let go easily. So, why don't you give us a chance? Never try, never know.
Wondering why I am writing this post? Cuz this is what I have in my mind now.
p/s: Don't bother to leave your comment in here, teh, this is my personal entry.
Friday, April 3, 2009
OMG ... what happened to me?
OK, as most of you may have known, my company has been having this 4days shutdown per month since December last year and I have been complaining this whenever I chat with my friends ... how reccession impacted me directly and indirectly.
Well, working 4days per week is actually .. cool ... I am sure that I enjoy working 4days, provided that my Production folks and my leaders didn't call me up during my off days. One thing that I hate about my team is, they will running as per normal/OT although my company declared shutting down. Come on, plant shutdown means whole plant is shutting down ok? What for working OT and disturbing me? You minus my leave on that particular day, so I should just ignore you on that particular day too right? Then it is fair haha ... but ... I can't .. really shit
Last week, my teammates and I talked about whether my company will declare shutdown again in April? And deep down in my heart, I really hope so. And then we received the official email from HR .. telling us that we are going to work 4days per week too in the month of April ... Yippee ... you can't imagine my happiness when read the email ... Man ... seriously I am the kind of worker who wishs to have day off even it means that I will need to take unpaid leave ... haha ... so you can imagine how I dislike working in there. Yes, I have make it clear to my team that I am going to look for another job once the economy is getting better. I really don't like this job. You will know why I hate this job so much if you are a close friend of mine, or by reading my previous entries.
And then yesterday, my workcell folks received an updated email from HR. The email sounds like this "For all the folks in this workcell, you will go back to normal 5days working days, no more shutting down on every Monday in April" .. walao ... This email kills my mood for the whole day ... I am very bo song with this email. I want to have day off .. I want to help my company to save $$ ... but why they don't let me do so? Haha ..
Recently I am very busy with all the quality issues, shortages, transfer project from Hungary and also the NPI power supplies qualifications ... God it really make my life miserable.
You don't know what I really wish now ... but for those who knows me very well, you will know what I am wishing for .. haha ...
So, starting from next Monday, I will go to work as normal, no more sleeping till late morning or playing GB till dawn or getting a sms from WC asking me out for lunch or disturbed by incoming calls. Bye bye to my happy Monday and hi hi to my Monday blue.
Well, working 4days per week is actually .. cool ... I am sure that I enjoy working 4days, provided that my Production folks and my leaders didn't call me up during my off days. One thing that I hate about my team is, they will running as per normal/OT although my company declared shutting down. Come on, plant shutdown means whole plant is shutting down ok? What for working OT and disturbing me? You minus my leave on that particular day, so I should just ignore you on that particular day too right? Then it is fair haha ... but ... I can't .. really shit
Last week, my teammates and I talked about whether my company will declare shutdown again in April? And deep down in my heart, I really hope so. And then we received the official email from HR .. telling us that we are going to work 4days per week too in the month of April ... Yippee ... you can't imagine my happiness when read the email ... Man ... seriously I am the kind of worker who wishs to have day off even it means that I will need to take unpaid leave ... haha ... so you can imagine how I dislike working in there. Yes, I have make it clear to my team that I am going to look for another job once the economy is getting better. I really don't like this job. You will know why I hate this job so much if you are a close friend of mine, or by reading my previous entries.
And then yesterday, my workcell folks received an updated email from HR. The email sounds like this "For all the folks in this workcell, you will go back to normal 5days working days, no more shutting down on every Monday in April" .. walao ... This email kills my mood for the whole day ... I am very bo song with this email. I want to have day off .. I want to help my company to save $$ ... but why they don't let me do so? Haha ..
Recently I am very busy with all the quality issues, shortages, transfer project from Hungary and also the NPI power supplies qualifications ... God it really make my life miserable.
You don't know what I really wish now ... but for those who knows me very well, you will know what I am wishing for .. haha ...
So, starting from next Monday, I will go to work as normal, no more sleeping till late morning or playing GB till dawn or getting a sms from WC asking me out for lunch or disturbed by incoming calls. Bye bye to my happy Monday and hi hi to my Monday blue.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Good or Bad?
Well .. for no reason ... I want to write this, maybe in the first place, this is an online diary to me... haha, but somehow telling others about the existing of my blog, and getting only 1 or 2 or 3 supporters to visit this, but it is a good thing though, cuz I never furnish my phrase and lots of rough words to express my feeling. Nah, if my superior knew the existence of my blog, then I guess I need to delete some of my previous posts already .. haha ...
With the current economy ... my company is shutting down on every Monday for 2months. Rumours say that there will be shutdown in April too. An email regarding this is going to be send out .. very very soon. Well, maybe I will get it in my inbox tomorrow morning. Yeah, I know I must feel sad about this, but I don't know why .. I feel happy instead of feeling sad. I enjoy working 4days per week although life is hell when I go back to work on every Tuesday.
Is this good or bad?
Why? Cuz of GunBound of course. I just can't stop playing GB. Meeting with lots of new ppl, new friends, playing games, chatting with them, saying rude words to harsh players and etc ... I just can't stop playing. Thanks to my dear friend, EngHong again for this ... One thing for sure is, my time is allocated for games, seldom login to MSN now, just got a complaint from my friend, as I use to chat with him every night, ad now he seldom see me online. Miss me, he said ... I also miss chatting with him too actually ... but once I was in GB, it is very hard to stop and login to MSN .. But I will try tonight, as I promised him I will go to MSN to chat with him later.
Is this good or bad?
I feel that I am getting lazy and lazier ... and really don't feel like working in my company now. I just feel like typing my resignation letter now ... but I know I can't. I need to cling to this job until economy becomes stables ... I need to have a job, I can't just sit and wait for money to fall from the sky ... ok ok .. I will go to buy lottery .. RM 3 to get 1 million in return .. this kind of gambling .. I love it lolz ..
Who says it is wrong for me to dream? Haha ...
With the current economy ... my company is shutting down on every Monday for 2months. Rumours say that there will be shutdown in April too. An email regarding this is going to be send out .. very very soon. Well, maybe I will get it in my inbox tomorrow morning. Yeah, I know I must feel sad about this, but I don't know why .. I feel happy instead of feeling sad. I enjoy working 4days per week although life is hell when I go back to work on every Tuesday.
Is this good or bad?
Why? Cuz of GunBound of course. I just can't stop playing GB. Meeting with lots of new ppl, new friends, playing games, chatting with them, saying rude words to harsh players and etc ... I just can't stop playing. Thanks to my dear friend, EngHong again for this ... One thing for sure is, my time is allocated for games, seldom login to MSN now, just got a complaint from my friend, as I use to chat with him every night, ad now he seldom see me online. Miss me, he said ... I also miss chatting with him too actually ... but once I was in GB, it is very hard to stop and login to MSN .. But I will try tonight, as I promised him I will go to MSN to chat with him later.
Is this good or bad?
I feel that I am getting lazy and lazier ... and really don't feel like working in my company now. I just feel like typing my resignation letter now ... but I know I can't. I need to cling to this job until economy becomes stables ... I need to have a job, I can't just sit and wait for money to fall from the sky ... ok ok .. I will go to buy lottery .. RM 3 to get 1 million in return .. this kind of gambling .. I love it lolz ..
Who says it is wrong for me to dream? Haha ...
Friday, March 6, 2009
GunBound .. I am back!!!
Let me begin this entry this saying 'thanks' to TEH. "Hey TEH in reading, thanks alot".
I have to admit that GunBound brings many memories to me. Happy and sad moments, friends and enemies, brothers and sisters and of cuz some real nice friends.
Quited GB years ago due to some reasons. I won't say the reasons as the reasons are not important now. What is past already past, and I am looking into the future now. I don't know how long I will stay playing GB, but I am happy now, as I met some new friends.
Met up with Teh and WC last weekends, and this stupid fellow told me about the enhancement of GB, made me downloaded it and play again. At first, I was impressed of my new rank, but felt boring cuz nobody to play with and need to learn up the skills. Moreover, wanted to play with Teh, but he chose his friends instead of me. And luckily I bumped into Massa, a 17 y.o. boy from KL. In the end got myself a new brother of cuz, and what unexpected is, he is a Swedish studying in Malaysia. Wow ... a foreigner ... again ...
Special thanks to Osos who never fail to forget CarinaSing, although I never put much attention to you 3 years ago, as I was attracted by others.
The most I am concerned is .. why Malaysians and Singaporeans don't like me .. but foreigners like Egypt, Philippines dying to be my brothers? But, I met with someone studying in UUM!!! This is the most unexpected. He is from Penang, studying in UUM, taking IT course, and stay in Laluan B, College Perwaja. WOW !!! This is like 0.01% possibilities. Haha...
For this past few days, I played GB every night after back from work, sacrifice my sleeping hour for GB, like last time lol ... But I am feeling tired now, cuz from this week onwards, I will be very busy at work. Tomorrow need to go to work again. sigh ... can't complain so much ... got work to do is better than no work to do .. what is happening now .. why this re-session is so bad ... when only we can back to normal?
Well maybe Teh is right about me being another person in GB, implying the characteristic of CarinaSing who is nice all the time, and of course cute and pro. But in real life, I hope that I am CarinaSing too, a girl who is nice and has lots of friends from all over the world.
I have to admit that GunBound brings many memories to me. Happy and sad moments, friends and enemies, brothers and sisters and of cuz some real nice friends.
Quited GB years ago due to some reasons. I won't say the reasons as the reasons are not important now. What is past already past, and I am looking into the future now. I don't know how long I will stay playing GB, but I am happy now, as I met some new friends.
Met up with Teh and WC last weekends, and this stupid fellow told me about the enhancement of GB, made me downloaded it and play again. At first, I was impressed of my new rank, but felt boring cuz nobody to play with and need to learn up the skills. Moreover, wanted to play with Teh, but he chose his friends instead of me. And luckily I bumped into Massa, a 17 y.o. boy from KL. In the end got myself a new brother of cuz, and what unexpected is, he is a Swedish studying in Malaysia. Wow ... a foreigner ... again ...
Special thanks to Osos who never fail to forget CarinaSing, although I never put much attention to you 3 years ago, as I was attracted by others.
The most I am concerned is .. why Malaysians and Singaporeans don't like me .. but foreigners like Egypt, Philippines dying to be my brothers? But, I met with someone studying in UUM!!! This is the most unexpected. He is from Penang, studying in UUM, taking IT course, and stay in Laluan B, College Perwaja. WOW !!! This is like 0.01% possibilities. Haha...
For this past few days, I played GB every night after back from work, sacrifice my sleeping hour for GB, like last time lol ... But I am feeling tired now, cuz from this week onwards, I will be very busy at work. Tomorrow need to go to work again. sigh ... can't complain so much ... got work to do is better than no work to do .. what is happening now .. why this re-session is so bad ... when only we can back to normal?
Well maybe Teh is right about me being another person in GB, implying the characteristic of CarinaSing who is nice all the time, and of course cute and pro. But in real life, I hope that I am CarinaSing too, a girl who is nice and has lots of friends from all over the world.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Vic is a married man now
Sigh ... am I a really bad mommy and a bad Internet friend after all?
Well, I want to begin this post with apologizing to Vic. Sorry, my mood was pretty bad that day, and you chose to debate with me that time, so it's all your fault, not mine haha ...
Actually I didn't plan to really ignoring you for 3 months ... I am not really angry at you for not remembering my birthday ok. It is just that all in a sudden I lost 'interest' in chatting with you after you excusing me of not remembering your birthday.
Ok, chatting with you last few days for a while, really makes me feel bad. I felt bad becuz what the hell that makes me treated you so badly at that time. And Tay said something that makes me tickle. One day, I chatted with him, and he told me about you marrying Mary. And he knows you and I are in some sort of arguement, and he said it is the marriage curse ... haha ... a curse which makes women no longer has interest in you, so you can stay loyal to your wife? Hmmm ... maybe the curse is real and it exists ...
March is approaching, and I ... and I still not sure whether I still have the mood to chat with you that time ... All the while, I prefer to chat with you instead of Tay. But lately, I found out that Tay is more mature than you in some way. Well, you know, last time, I got a secondary classmate told me that I am the kind of girl who likes to tackle other girls' men. So I guess, I might need more time to have our old feelings back, and more time for me to forgive you, and of cuz some time to gain interest in you again .. haha
Sorry, Victor, but I feel like we are like some sort of stranger now, I dunno why, I just have this feeling. I know I misled you in some thing .. but I didn't mean that ok
Well, I want to begin this post with apologizing to Vic. Sorry, my mood was pretty bad that day, and you chose to debate with me that time, so it's all your fault, not mine haha ...
Actually I didn't plan to really ignoring you for 3 months ... I am not really angry at you for not remembering my birthday ok. It is just that all in a sudden I lost 'interest' in chatting with you after you excusing me of not remembering your birthday.
Ok, chatting with you last few days for a while, really makes me feel bad. I felt bad becuz what the hell that makes me treated you so badly at that time. And Tay said something that makes me tickle. One day, I chatted with him, and he told me about you marrying Mary. And he knows you and I are in some sort of arguement, and he said it is the marriage curse ... haha ... a curse which makes women no longer has interest in you, so you can stay loyal to your wife? Hmmm ... maybe the curse is real and it exists ...
March is approaching, and I ... and I still not sure whether I still have the mood to chat with you that time ... All the while, I prefer to chat with you instead of Tay. But lately, I found out that Tay is more mature than you in some way. Well, you know, last time, I got a secondary classmate told me that I am the kind of girl who likes to tackle other girls' men. So I guess, I might need more time to have our old feelings back, and more time for me to forgive you, and of cuz some time to gain interest in you again .. haha
Sorry, Victor, but I feel like we are like some sort of stranger now, I dunno why, I just have this feeling. I know I misled you in some thing .. but I didn't mean that ok
Friday, February 20, 2009
Astro on demand .. love it
I know I know ... I change my thought very often ... but it has many advantages when living together with my sis and her bf. One of the things sure is Astro!
Being the HK dramas fans, my sis and her bf are chasing for the latest and updated series all the time. Previously we downloaded from the Internet and watch them using PC. But things changed, with the Astro On Demand, paying extra RM40 per month, we can watch the latest drama just almost the same time with Hong Kong .. that is so cool.
My HK's friend told me he is going to watch EU at 9.15pm, and I told him I can watch it at 9.30pm, just 15minutes late. Cool. Now you can imagine what time we sleep everynight, with all the moods in chasing the series episodes after episodes. Series after series. My mom is coming out tonight, and yeehaa ... I can continue watching the "珠光宝气" with her until episode 82. Then we will move on to EU. One thing I can guarantee is ... my mom won't have her buttock lifted even a single second from the cushion anymore hahaha
Being the HK dramas fans, my sis and her bf are chasing for the latest and updated series all the time. Previously we downloaded from the Internet and watch them using PC. But things changed, with the Astro On Demand, paying extra RM40 per month, we can watch the latest drama just almost the same time with Hong Kong .. that is so cool.
My HK's friend told me he is going to watch EU at 9.15pm, and I told him I can watch it at 9.30pm, just 15minutes late. Cool. Now you can imagine what time we sleep everynight, with all the moods in chasing the series episodes after episodes. Series after series. My mom is coming out tonight, and yeehaa ... I can continue watching the "珠光宝气" with her until episode 82. Then we will move on to EU. One thing I can guarantee is ... my mom won't have her buttock lifted even a single second from the cushion anymore hahaha
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Bye bye to my leaves
Ok ok I know that we are in global economy crisis now, and I should be lucky enough that I am still employed. I somehow find it funny that makes me can't stop laughing at myself. Well, just a few months back, I talked about how I dislike my job and pressure working there and wanted to resign so badly and only waiting for my borne to be completed. And my 2 years borne completed yesterday, but here am I hoping that my company won't sack me now ... Hello, this is not the usual me ... This proof that we change with the time, or its only me?
There is not much to write about my company and how we handle the crisis thing, as I do not want to drag so much of this in my blog. It is just that we received another email from my HR dept, telling us that my company will be shutting down every Monday in the month of Feb and March, deducting our leaves, and for those who doesn't have leave left, it will be unpaid leave then. Well, I took a look at my Jan pay slip, I got 12.83days left, which means after minus the 6days, I will have about 7days left.
We shutdown for 4days during Christmas, 1day for workcell based shutdown and another 3days during Chinese New Year. And before we could breathe again, there is another 6days of shutdown. Total is 14days in 4 months. I don't know what will happen next and hope that everything will be ok soon.
I won't be buying car now for sure. I went to bank to bank in the car deposit that I prepared earlier, keeping the $$ in FD now, and what shocks me is ... the FD interest has gone down to 2.5% ... WTF ... sigh ... this economy crisis is killing me slowly ... money is not enough ok ... so stop doing things that will 'burn' my money please ... I need to save money... Hello PTPTN, I will pay you back later ok?
There is not much to write about my company and how we handle the crisis thing, as I do not want to drag so much of this in my blog. It is just that we received another email from my HR dept, telling us that my company will be shutting down every Monday in the month of Feb and March, deducting our leaves, and for those who doesn't have leave left, it will be unpaid leave then. Well, I took a look at my Jan pay slip, I got 12.83days left, which means after minus the 6days, I will have about 7days left.
We shutdown for 4days during Christmas, 1day for workcell based shutdown and another 3days during Chinese New Year. And before we could breathe again, there is another 6days of shutdown. Total is 14days in 4 months. I don't know what will happen next and hope that everything will be ok soon.
I won't be buying car now for sure. I went to bank to bank in the car deposit that I prepared earlier, keeping the $$ in FD now, and what shocks me is ... the FD interest has gone down to 2.5% ... WTF ... sigh ... this economy crisis is killing me slowly ... money is not enough ok ... so stop doing things that will 'burn' my money please ... I need to save money... Hello PTPTN, I will pay you back later ok?
Friday, January 16, 2009
Moving House ... again -_-
Tomorrow I am moving house again, and this will the last time for now. It is really tired, and when I think of tomorrow, I can't help feeling lazy, totally doesn't have the excitement to move at all. Well, thanks to UUM and my ex-housemates.
I am going to move in to the new house bought my by my sister and her boyfriend. He proposed to her and they are going to marry. When? No idea. Just know that I will the the brightest bulb ever in the house then ... haha
Is this a good thing or not? Well, for some reasons, moving in with them will be the best way for me to save $$? Or waste more $$? No idea too. But one thing for sure, I will definitely lose my freedom starting from tomorrow... bye bye to my freedom ...
I am going to move in to the new house bought my by my sister and her boyfriend. He proposed to her and they are going to marry. When? No idea. Just know that I will the the brightest bulb ever in the house then ... haha
Is this a good thing or not? Well, for some reasons, moving in with them will be the best way for me to save $$? Or waste more $$? No idea too. But one thing for sure, I will definitely lose my freedom starting from tomorrow... bye bye to my freedom ...
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Hao Ren Nan Zuo ... sigh ~~
Being a kepoh girl, I can't help myself but keeping on being kepoh. Well, I learnt my lesson yesterday and shit ... really a full bucket of shit ...
I have one cousin sister who is still single, and already 29. So I planned to intro her to my colleague who is also available. That guy is nice, just short and a bit plump haha .. One day, I saw her on MSN, so I asked her whether she is interested to know a guy or not. She asked me, "Why you want to intro to me?" I said, "Well, cuz you are still single." The next time I know, she went offline straight. Fine, I got her message, loud and clear. I met her last week, we didn't mentioned about this topic, and we didn't chat much. I didn't suspect anything unusual in her .. until yesterday, my mom phoned me.
My mom said my auntie called her up, telling her about my intention to intro a guy to her daughter, my cousin sister. I admitted it. My mom gave a big response to this. Raising up her voice a little, she told me about 'hints' she heard from my auntie, such as "Why intro the guy to my daughter when your daughter is also single, is it that guy is not nice, that's why ur daughter doesn't want him" .. "ppl who looks down on us will eventually get bad ending in return, such as blah blah blah."
Shit, I am just trying to be nice to intro a guy to her, she told her mom and her mom thinks bad about me and phoned my mom and let her listen to her 'words' ... shit ...
Well, I guess I will feel one kind if I got to see them during CNY ... better don't go to their house with full stomach haha
Lesson learnt: Got boy, sendiri kau enough, no need to be nice to intro to others if I can't swallow him. Learn to coil him up like an anaconda, smash all his bones, and he is mine. Let her regret later for this.... wahahaha
I have one cousin sister who is still single, and already 29. So I planned to intro her to my colleague who is also available. That guy is nice, just short and a bit plump haha .. One day, I saw her on MSN, so I asked her whether she is interested to know a guy or not. She asked me, "Why you want to intro to me?" I said, "Well, cuz you are still single." The next time I know, she went offline straight. Fine, I got her message, loud and clear. I met her last week, we didn't mentioned about this topic, and we didn't chat much. I didn't suspect anything unusual in her .. until yesterday, my mom phoned me.
My mom said my auntie called her up, telling her about my intention to intro a guy to her daughter, my cousin sister. I admitted it. My mom gave a big response to this. Raising up her voice a little, she told me about 'hints' she heard from my auntie, such as "Why intro the guy to my daughter when your daughter is also single, is it that guy is not nice, that's why ur daughter doesn't want him" .. "ppl who looks down on us will eventually get bad ending in return, such as blah blah blah."
Shit, I am just trying to be nice to intro a guy to her, she told her mom and her mom thinks bad about me and phoned my mom and let her listen to her 'words' ... shit ...
Well, I guess I will feel one kind if I got to see them during CNY ... better don't go to their house with full stomach haha
Lesson learnt: Got boy, sendiri kau enough, no need to be nice to intro to others if I can't swallow him. Learn to coil him up like an anaconda, smash all his bones, and he is mine. Let her regret later for this.... wahahaha
Monday, January 5, 2009
RIP Sasha & Shaggy
I am scared of dogs, but on the other hand, I love cute dogs. Quite a contradict huh. But hey, it's me. Since I was young I learned something " you won't get hurt if you do not put the feeling into it." Well, it works very well.
When I was young, I wasn't afraid of dogs. But I guess I started to get scare of them after I got the allergy when playing with my neighbour's dog. When I was still studying in UUM, my sister's boyfriend bought a dog for her, as her birthday gift. I am not so sure of its breed, but Sasha is some kind of smaller Doberman. I was on semester break, so I got a chance to see her, playing with her. I am scare of her, but I still like to tickle her and had her licked my finger. On the 3rd day, she fell sick, and died after a few days. Of cuz all of us cried for her, and I was really really sad. She was so cute. Sabrina didn't understand why I like Sasha but I dislike Shaggy.
Shaggy is Sabrina's pet dog. He is a golden retriever which likes to get close and following people around. Shaggy is huge. Every time I went over to my uncle's house, he will run towards me and preparing to jump on me. This scares me a lot. But he just want to play with us, and love others to caress him. I like him a lot, but it just that I never let others know. Last month, he started to get sick, and he passed away on christmas eve.
I just dunno what to say. Yeah, I did cry, but not as sad as when Sasha passed away. Maybe I just heard the news and never saw for myself. I was cruel to Sasha. My sis and I bought Sasha to the nearest veterinary, and when we knew that she couldn't make it, we listened to him, and just leave her there, and he wrapped her with newspaper. Now I do understand why some people will treat their pets as their babies, when they die, they gave him proper funeral. Unlike me. This is the reason why I do not like pet. I can't bear the responsibilities well enough, and I am not willing to have someone I care alot die earlier than me. This feeling is suck
When I was young, I wasn't afraid of dogs. But I guess I started to get scare of them after I got the allergy when playing with my neighbour's dog. When I was still studying in UUM, my sister's boyfriend bought a dog for her, as her birthday gift. I am not so sure of its breed, but Sasha is some kind of smaller Doberman. I was on semester break, so I got a chance to see her, playing with her. I am scare of her, but I still like to tickle her and had her licked my finger. On the 3rd day, she fell sick, and died after a few days. Of cuz all of us cried for her, and I was really really sad. She was so cute. Sabrina didn't understand why I like Sasha but I dislike Shaggy.
Shaggy is Sabrina's pet dog. He is a golden retriever which likes to get close and following people around. Shaggy is huge. Every time I went over to my uncle's house, he will run towards me and preparing to jump on me. This scares me a lot. But he just want to play with us, and love others to caress him. I like him a lot, but it just that I never let others know. Last month, he started to get sick, and he passed away on christmas eve.
I just dunno what to say. Yeah, I did cry, but not as sad as when Sasha passed away. Maybe I just heard the news and never saw for myself. I was cruel to Sasha. My sis and I bought Sasha to the nearest veterinary, and when we knew that she couldn't make it, we listened to him, and just leave her there, and he wrapped her with newspaper. Now I do understand why some people will treat their pets as their babies, when they die, they gave him proper funeral. Unlike me. This is the reason why I do not like pet. I can't bear the responsibilities well enough, and I am not willing to have someone I care alot die earlier than me. This feeling is suck
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