Mood-less?

Ok, I know that I haven't update my blog for quite some time .. Reason wise? Cuz I don't have the mood to update my blog now ... nah .. don't get me wrong, it is not becuz of I am lazy ok ... This is just becuz recently my job and the ppl related to my job are driving me crazy, and they are forcing me to spill out all the rough and rude words that I learnt before.

For the past 2weeks, you can see me scolding ppl every single day. Whether it is my suppliers or strangers when I play GB. I got piss off easily during this period and I find it hard to control my temper. I know I shouldn't behave like this, but I really can't controly myself, and usually only regret after I cool down.

Ok .. my period is over, but my mood still ... but this week, I can feel that I am back to normal slowly. I can see it clearly while playing GB. GBing is fun, but it can be no fun at all when some players are cheating to win, and worst, it is your friends/guilmates who cheated. Last time, when someone cheats during the game, I will just say "..." or "no item2 plz" or "please kick later", but lately I have been saying something else like "Are you blind? Can't you read the title before entering this room? Why you have to use item2, is it becuz you scare to lose? You loser ..blah blah blah" And the worst is ... I will use back the item2 on the cheater .. this is so .. unlike me at all ...

Same thing happened at workplace. All the while, I have this troublesome supplier, from shipments to quality issues, this supplier is making my life miserable ever since I take up Power supplies comodity. They never give me peaceful moment, every week sure that will be issue happened. Maybe they are one of the reasons which contributes to my bad mood, but I don't know as I never think hard on the real reason I am behaving differently.

This supplier, decommit my shipments and I am having a tough time in pulling in the materials and asking from air freight approvals from my customer. Ok, I know this is part of my buyer job, so I take the hit. But on the other hand, Quality issues are not something that buyers should do. Yes, I can send emails sometimes, but not like chasing for this and chasing for that. Some quality issues happened and customer is asking them to provide CA and prelim report within 48hours. Ok, I just skipped this, as this is not part of my job function, but customer asking them to ship back the part to my team for re-evaluation, and I as the buyer, has to keep track of this shipment, and have to make sure that it will goes to my test folks side, instead of my production folks. This is manual control, and I keep on asking the tracking# from the quality folks from this supplier for 2weeks, and I got no response/or asking nonsense questions in return. Beside this, they are also pending to return the parts to their own factory, and it has been pending for weeks, and no reply when I chase them. This is like adding oil to my bad temper, and I escalated this guy to his sales team. Ok, I know that the sales manager doesn't like this quality guy, but it leaves me no choice, as I got no response from the quality guy's manager too.

And guess what, sure the sales manager takes the oppportunity to complain and escalate, and the result is ... the quality guy no longer handles my company ... Is it my fault? Part of it, yes.

This is just part1 .. to be continue ... Sleepy and I don't want my entry to be like a novel