Recently I feel tired ... only slept for 6 hours per day .. and been sick for one whole week really killing me. Every morning when I wake up, I just feel like not going to work, and hardly open my eyes. During working hours, I always sigh and yawn and tell my cubiclemates that I am so boring. And I will tell myself that tonight I will sleep early.
After work, I will login to check emails, and gunbounding ... for your information, I lost my gb mood ... I only play with hoping to chat with friends only. If there are no friends around, then I will just wait for them to log in. Omg, seriously what happened to me? How come I can be like this? How come I changed 180 degrees in just one week?
For those who plays alot with CarinaSing in GB, guess you will know why..
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
25th of May - still 41days to go
Today is April 14th, and today I feel sick.
Sick of what? Sick of my company, sick of my position, sick of all the issues happening at work, sick of myself and of course sick of recession too.
I didn't want to work today, not feeling well physically and mentally. I need time to rebuild my mentality.
Yesterday chat with someone very close to me.
He told me, he needs to study for his exam, and he won't online starting from today till finished his exam ... I was like .. walao .. how come need to 'close door' so long just for an exam? Well guess that I never really treat all my exams as important ... Haha ... and I just didn't realise this ... until yesterday. All the while, I never really study hard for exams, and although I do feel the importance of it, I still can't just put anything aside and just concentrate on studying only
Ok I admit I am lazy, just feel don't like to hold a book and sit there for hours. I changed actually. I still remember, when I was preparing for my PMR, I took my history notes and memories all in one whole day, and then the next day straight go for the exam. Haha .. after came out from the examination hall, don't ask me about history anymore, I deleted them from my hard disk. Studying 3days before the exam took place already consider as very hardworking to me. But this fellow needs 1 month? *Faint*
No matter what, your exam is the most important thing in your life now. You just go ahead and kiss your books every day and night, and I will be chatting with you again on 25th night .. see ya anhph
Luckily I am no longer need to study, and no longer need to rush for assignments and examinations. But I hate moving into working world now. If you let me choose again, I will take accountancy in Form4 instead of Science stream. At least being an accountant, I can play with figures and $$ everyday. Not so boring compares to chasing materials. But past is past, just hope that economy will become better again and I can look for another job perhaps ...
p/s: eh, do you think 2ndhand Myvi (3years car) sold at 36K .. worth to buy or not? I think it is quite expansive ler ...
Sick of what? Sick of my company, sick of my position, sick of all the issues happening at work, sick of myself and of course sick of recession too.
I didn't want to work today, not feeling well physically and mentally. I need time to rebuild my mentality.
Yesterday chat with someone very close to me.
He told me, he needs to study for his exam, and he won't online starting from today till finished his exam ... I was like .. walao .. how come need to 'close door' so long just for an exam? Well guess that I never really treat all my exams as important ... Haha ... and I just didn't realise this ... until yesterday. All the while, I never really study hard for exams, and although I do feel the importance of it, I still can't just put anything aside and just concentrate on studying only
Ok I admit I am lazy, just feel don't like to hold a book and sit there for hours. I changed actually. I still remember, when I was preparing for my PMR, I took my history notes and memories all in one whole day, and then the next day straight go for the exam. Haha .. after came out from the examination hall, don't ask me about history anymore, I deleted them from my hard disk. Studying 3days before the exam took place already consider as very hardworking to me. But this fellow needs 1 month? *Faint*
No matter what, your exam is the most important thing in your life now. You just go ahead and kiss your books every day and night, and I will be chatting with you again on 25th night .. see ya anhph
Luckily I am no longer need to study, and no longer need to rush for assignments and examinations. But I hate moving into working world now. If you let me choose again, I will take accountancy in Form4 instead of Science stream. At least being an accountant, I can play with figures and $$ everyday. Not so boring compares to chasing materials. But past is past, just hope that economy will become better again and I can look for another job perhaps ...
p/s: eh, do you think 2ndhand Myvi (3years car) sold at 36K .. worth to buy or not? I think it is quite expansive ler ...
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Will you or will you not?
What is love? Will you sacrifice everything for love? How does this 'love' weight in your heart? If you find someone that you love, will you express your love to her/him? If this someone doesn't love you back, will you find the courage to express your love to her/him again? If this someone thought that there are some barriers between 2 of you, will you dare to break the barriers just to be with him? Will you leave your family/friends behind just to be with her/him?
Seriously, if this person really worth it, yes, I can. It is very hard to find someone you love and someone who loves you back. Once I found one, I will cling on to this person, and I won't let go easily. So, why don't you give us a chance? Never try, never know.
Wondering why I am writing this post? Cuz this is what I have in my mind now.
p/s: Don't bother to leave your comment in here, teh, this is my personal entry.
Seriously, if this person really worth it, yes, I can. It is very hard to find someone you love and someone who loves you back. Once I found one, I will cling on to this person, and I won't let go easily. So, why don't you give us a chance? Never try, never know.
Wondering why I am writing this post? Cuz this is what I have in my mind now.
p/s: Don't bother to leave your comment in here, teh, this is my personal entry.
Friday, April 3, 2009
OMG ... what happened to me?
OK, as most of you may have known, my company has been having this 4days shutdown per month since December last year and I have been complaining this whenever I chat with my friends ... how reccession impacted me directly and indirectly.
Well, working 4days per week is actually .. cool ... I am sure that I enjoy working 4days, provided that my Production folks and my leaders didn't call me up during my off days. One thing that I hate about my team is, they will running as per normal/OT although my company declared shutting down. Come on, plant shutdown means whole plant is shutting down ok? What for working OT and disturbing me? You minus my leave on that particular day, so I should just ignore you on that particular day too right? Then it is fair haha ... but ... I can't .. really shit
Last week, my teammates and I talked about whether my company will declare shutdown again in April? And deep down in my heart, I really hope so. And then we received the official email from HR .. telling us that we are going to work 4days per week too in the month of April ... Yippee ... you can't imagine my happiness when read the email ... Man ... seriously I am the kind of worker who wishs to have day off even it means that I will need to take unpaid leave ... haha ... so you can imagine how I dislike working in there. Yes, I have make it clear to my team that I am going to look for another job once the economy is getting better. I really don't like this job. You will know why I hate this job so much if you are a close friend of mine, or by reading my previous entries.
And then yesterday, my workcell folks received an updated email from HR. The email sounds like this "For all the folks in this workcell, you will go back to normal 5days working days, no more shutting down on every Monday in April" .. walao ... This email kills my mood for the whole day ... I am very bo song with this email. I want to have day off .. I want to help my company to save $$ ... but why they don't let me do so? Haha ..
Recently I am very busy with all the quality issues, shortages, transfer project from Hungary and also the NPI power supplies qualifications ... God it really make my life miserable.
You don't know what I really wish now ... but for those who knows me very well, you will know what I am wishing for .. haha ...
So, starting from next Monday, I will go to work as normal, no more sleeping till late morning or playing GB till dawn or getting a sms from WC asking me out for lunch or disturbed by incoming calls. Bye bye to my happy Monday and hi hi to my Monday blue.
Well, working 4days per week is actually .. cool ... I am sure that I enjoy working 4days, provided that my Production folks and my leaders didn't call me up during my off days. One thing that I hate about my team is, they will running as per normal/OT although my company declared shutting down. Come on, plant shutdown means whole plant is shutting down ok? What for working OT and disturbing me? You minus my leave on that particular day, so I should just ignore you on that particular day too right? Then it is fair haha ... but ... I can't .. really shit
Last week, my teammates and I talked about whether my company will declare shutdown again in April? And deep down in my heart, I really hope so. And then we received the official email from HR .. telling us that we are going to work 4days per week too in the month of April ... Yippee ... you can't imagine my happiness when read the email ... Man ... seriously I am the kind of worker who wishs to have day off even it means that I will need to take unpaid leave ... haha ... so you can imagine how I dislike working in there. Yes, I have make it clear to my team that I am going to look for another job once the economy is getting better. I really don't like this job. You will know why I hate this job so much if you are a close friend of mine, or by reading my previous entries.
And then yesterday, my workcell folks received an updated email from HR. The email sounds like this "For all the folks in this workcell, you will go back to normal 5days working days, no more shutting down on every Monday in April" .. walao ... This email kills my mood for the whole day ... I am very bo song with this email. I want to have day off .. I want to help my company to save $$ ... but why they don't let me do so? Haha ..
Recently I am very busy with all the quality issues, shortages, transfer project from Hungary and also the NPI power supplies qualifications ... God it really make my life miserable.
You don't know what I really wish now ... but for those who knows me very well, you will know what I am wishing for .. haha ...
So, starting from next Monday, I will go to work as normal, no more sleeping till late morning or playing GB till dawn or getting a sms from WC asking me out for lunch or disturbed by incoming calls. Bye bye to my happy Monday and hi hi to my Monday blue.
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