No more interested

Time really changed me ... I am not the same person now. Although I really wanna continue this .. but whenever I tried, I just feel that I don't have the mood to continue. Conflict between my mind and my action? Well maybe. Or can I just say that I can change my mind within 1 sec? But I know the real reason behind why I lost interest in it. It is purely because there is no spike, and I feel bored. You know, Sagittarrians love adventure, and how you expect me to be in still mode most of the time? I like to talk fast, walk fast, eat fast and straight to the point, and somehow dramatic and too much expressions just kill my mood ...