Friday, August 29, 2008

Bye bye to Darren

Today is Darren's last day being my teammate, being one of my team members and since I can get along with him so well, I should spend more time chatting with him today, but due to workload and wanting to go off early, I didn't chat with him much, except for squeezing him for settling issues for me before he left. Lolz .. I admit that I am pretty good at using people .. sorry for this

Something funny in here is that I went to his farewell dinner for 3 times, of course with different groups of people, so you can see that everyone is so eager to have farewell lunch/dinner with him, and the most obvious one is definitely me, cuz I went to his farewell for 3 times!!!

2 days ago, 5 of us (Darren, Selly, Agnes, Amy and me) went to Tambun to eat, it was a rainy day, and we can't find the restaurant that is being introduced by friends, so we just simply went to a restaurant, and I can't even remember the name. After dinner, we went to Hadgen Daz in Auto City. This was the first time eating Hadgen Daz ice cream, and the best thing is ... I do not have to pay for it.

It is so natural what 5 of us can chat very well like old friends despite the fact that we are suppliers and customers in fact and we only know each other for less than 1.5 years.
Guys, that night is memorable and I will remember it always

Although we really don't want you to leave, but we still wishyou all the best, we will miss ya!



Darren & Agnes



Selly & me & Amy & Agnes



The ice cream!!!

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

I love you Vic, I love you too Tay

Although I have 2 sons for almost 3 years now ... but we always talk crap over the MSN, not really go deeper into ourselves, our own lives ... until one day, Taylor told me about him and his girlfriend, and until one day Victor invited me to view his webcam and there he sat in front of the webcam, playing guitar and sang for me for hours.

Then I just realised that how fortunate I am to know them, to have them as my sons. They are adult now, and I can visit Venezuela anytime I want, there will be someone there to bring me around, someone there to care for my expenses ... After all, what are sons for if not for me to bully them? Lolz
A few days ago, Vic is here again, showing me his webcam, and this time, he plays organ + guitar + flute ... and I was like WOW .. what the heck .. my son is multi talented and I just got to know about this. He composes a new song, and let me hear it ... I told him "If you recorded this and send to me, I will make it my ringtone". Despite of his daily chores, he spent time and recorded the song and send it to me.

I am so touched Vic, this will be my cellphone's ringtone until you compose me another better song. I love you, and I am proud to have you as my son ...

On the other hand, Although Vic gave me suprise ... Tay gave me another big bomb as well ...
Just 5 min ago, I just knew that Taylor is not his real name. .. His real name is Orlando xxxxxx and his name is real long, but I can't find the word "Taylor" within his name.
Omg, am I a bad mommy or they are bad sons cuz they don't share their 'secrets' with me??
But no doubt that Tay is a hardworking boy, who wants to earn more $$ for better future.
I know you are busy son, but you have to take care of yourself, and your girlfriend, and most importantly, don't forget that you have a mommy waiting for you to bear all her expenses during her trip to VE...
I love both of you .. and I wish that you will be my sons forever!!!


Taylor



Victor

Monday, August 25, 2008

I am back.. at least I think so ..

The reason I created this blog last time, cuz I want to share my feeling in here, but eventually I ended up neglecting this blog for months after 2 entries of mine...
The reason? LAZY .... It is not a good reason, but it is a good reason to me.

Yeah, I am lazy, I don't have time for writing a blog, I rather spend my time sleeping or playing games, who cares ... if you care .. so what .. this is my blog and I have the right to keep my blog updated or not..

But just now, I read my friend's blog, she inspired me to start updating my blog again... yeah, maybe a guy reads my blog by some chance, and stick to me ... who knows ... lol .. here I am day dreaming again .. so what?

Pretty busy with work currently, working in this company of mine is very stressful, not becuz of the work itself, but becuz of the workload that assigned by my sup and lead. Although I am going to KL this Merdeka day, but until now, I don't even make any preparation yet, going out to dinner with friend tomorrow night and the day after tomorrow, it doesn't even give me any happy feeling at all ... this job is killing me softly with its stress .. but I am glad that I enjoyed my dinner with my friends last weekends ...

Maybe I should just learn to relax and not to be so responsible afterall .. just to have my life back. Life is short, we should live life like there will be no tomorrow. I know and I understand the theory, but its just hard to do so ... Once I was a happy-go-lucky girl, but now may be I am laughing outside, but crying inside .. .do you feel me ... where is your helping hand then