The reason I created this blog last time, cuz I want to share my feeling in here, but eventually I ended up neglecting this blog for months after 2 entries of mine...
The reason? LAZY .... It is not a good reason, but it is a good reason to me.
Yeah, I am lazy, I don't have time for writing a blog, I rather spend my time sleeping or playing games, who cares ... if you care .. so what .. this is my blog and I have the right to keep my blog updated or not..
But just now, I read my friend's blog, she inspired me to start updating my blog again... yeah, maybe a guy reads my blog by some chance, and stick to me ... who knows ... lol .. here I am day dreaming again .. so what?
Pretty busy with work currently, working in this company of mine is very stressful, not becuz of the work itself, but becuz of the workload that assigned by my sup and lead. Although I am going to KL this Merdeka day, but until now, I don't even make any preparation yet, going out to dinner with friend tomorrow night and the day after tomorrow, it doesn't even give me any happy feeling at all ... this job is killing me softly with its stress .. but I am glad that I enjoyed my dinner with my friends last weekends ...
Maybe I should just learn to relax and not to be so responsible afterall .. just to have my life back. Life is short, we should live life like there will be no tomorrow. I know and I understand the theory, but its just hard to do so ... Once I was a happy-go-lucky girl, but now may be I am laughing outside, but crying inside .. .do you feel me ... where is your helping hand then
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Hey... there are only a few more months to go right?
Come on, where is your perseverance?
Adult life is full of obstacles especially in career, monetary & love aspects so you just have to keep on looking until you found 1 that suits you.
You have endured for more than a year so what is a few more months to you, right?
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